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making fun of bf over his warframe height

discord closed a chat from a commissioner with work still pending, i dont know their tag and looking up their display name doesnt bring anything up nor in the server we had in common 🙃 great.

i keep meeting people in vrc that opted to buy a quest instead of like… a pc. laptop. because they dont see the “necessity”…. bro how can a quest be more important than a pc ?! what

ordered a wrap (with nothing like seafood on it because i cant eat seafood) and the wrap arrived (with seafood) guess ill go fuck myself

game in steam nextfest seemed very interesting but after a bit of searching seems to be some sort of incel bait or made by extremely out of touch people so there goes that

why cant i have a ton of money without doing anything why do i have to work and waste away for years and years only for a small chance to maybe live peacefully later on why is my life meaningless outside my own capitalistic production why do we exist if anything outside survival is a luxury?

forcing myself to draw, managed nothing

got some molars sealed earlier today, had a small chocolate in the afternoon, one of the supposedly sealed molars hurt quite a bit going back tomorrow so they can take a look at it but theyre not telling me whether ill be charged for it or not 👍 cool

dumbfuck still mourning a friendship that barely even happened truly pathetic

went to dentist, need more sealants because i guess i hate my dental health in another note insurance doesnt want to cover or refund it so :) ok i guess still getting it done

going to the dentist tomorrow (fear)

so many people asking to pay after the sketch in all these stupid servers im in... i get it, you have "trust issues" or whatever, but then what if you dont like the sketch? does the time the artist put into making it come to life mean nothing? you get to leave and they get to starve

i just wanted to be friends with someone i seemingly got along with really well but no, they just had to "fall in love" with this idealized version of myself despite meeting less than a week ago

me: i think i should become a flight attendant this year the collective of north america: hm yes i think planes should start dropping out of the sky and having increasingly common accidents right about Now

twitter evolving spam email esque new innovative scam messages like its the 2000s

why do i bother? the outcome will always be the same

i cant wait to amount to nothing and die forgotten

guess i dont have to do that dungeon ever again

if nothing else, its a reminder of how inherently unlikeable i am friends? someone like me is not worthy of it

i havent felt this pissed off in a while now though its entirely my fault for expecting anything else what a fucking joke

fell for it again award (thinking i can make genuine friends in vrchat with people that wont turn out to be bad in the head one way or another)

time and time again it proves right that making friends with people in vrchat is probably one of the worst ideas out there

someone was sleeping a little too soundly

getting pretty tired of kids openly posting their traced artwork in discord servers and trying to take all the credit when its clearly traced and not their own i get it, theyre kids, dumb as hell, but its like they were made specifically to piss me off

when someone tells me to kys in vrchat it means i won the psychic battle and my presence intimidates them

time for biyearly fursona rendered work

people love pushing buttons until they remember blocking is one click away

been a while since i last met an absolute weirdo in vrc

anyone want to gift me 200 usd real quick so i can buy a new mmo mouse 🙃 mine has like 5 years now and my right click is failing… havent been able to find any reasonably priced replacement both within my country and outside… without the 12 buttons my tendinitis will kill me

been having massive headaches lately not a fan

im seriously considering being a flight attendant now, but i can find literally 0 information about the airline im interested in nor previous fas at the airline… once again a rude reminder of how US-centric the general internet is 🙃

Garden. #pixelart

if anyone needs any furry re-texture work, im looking to do some for free as long as you have permission to reshare the files and a clear reference #vrchat #furry

removed my personal @ from artist bio because whatever unrelated but had an unpleasant experience with a client, something that hadnt happened in a while nothing much, but kept asking for weird changes and i had to tell him ill be charging him for more just so he could stop . lol

might change the way i do legs since the way i do them now is not really the way ive always wanted to draw them

trying to find cute race mods for rimworld but outside the ratkin (that doesnt even have males in its own base mod) all the other races are weird and sexualized and have no males like i get a good chunk of the players are perverts but come on

1# “family” ending hater whether its a webcomic or an otome game if the female lead has a kid in the ending i am Out goodbye ty for wasting my time

pc power supply is apparently deffective… 🙃

so when does the minecraft launcher stop forcing you to log in into your microsoft account every single fucking time you open it? i hate it

oldest cat had her bi anual check up today and turns out her exam results are so good they dont seem like theyd belong to a 15 yr old cat and has basically nothing to worry about yay

considering being a flight attendant but finding no resources nor first-hand experience from anyone within my own country that is relatively recent annoying

i miss having return customers there will always be better and cheaper...

im still extremely upset that i chose to leave that job, but i guess my hunch was right in that it was not going to get any better, if anything its become much more toxic its really sad to see but the tools for it to succeed just arent there management is all over the place