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I am a very loyal cultist of our Dear Leader and make sure to worship or adore him every single day. [18, he/him, autistic]
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I relate to V1 and Gabriel on an existential level (at least how they're depicted in fanfiction)

Maybe I am just flawed. Just incompatible. A rose with thorns, desperately trying to wrap my vines around someone but hurting them in the process. What am I supposed to do then, though? Become defenseless, just silently suffer everything? Surely, there can be some way to work around them… I see none

shaking with autistic indignation hahaha

Lake Superior sunset.

I've been hooked by the Ultrakill fandom lately and by Jim is the fanfiction awesome, I can't wait to play the actual game for myself

I have great plans but I cannot make them a reality alone and the few people who could help me are not willing to do so. Free me from his hell

I am constantly hurting and at least somewhat stressed. Engaging in my interests only numbs the pain temporarily. I scream out into the darkness

I think I might suffer from emotional impermanence. Whenever I'm not actively hanging out with someone, I get really lonely, and it's especially bad when they happen to be hanging out with somebody else. At least the hurt caused by it doesn't technically stay for that long either, I guess.

It makes me so upset that I can't seem to be fully understood even by other people with autism. I thought I would be able to connect with them better, but there are still just such differences between us I feel like I don't belong. I'm dejected and don't know what to do 😞

Me after sleeping all day

hi losers #loona #helluvaboss #cosplay

Advertising your app/website/software whatever as "AI powered" is like advertising your restaurant as powered by rats. It makes me think you're a sleazy scumbag, and my friends and I won't touch it with a ten-foot pole. (No offense to Ratatouille)

haven’t bread posted in awhile

Lil extra picture for you guys! Happy Valentines Day!

@ninesarcadia.bsky.social A follower of our Dear Leader *and* a Ranboo fan? Truly the stars have aligned this day

Touch screens are boring, I miss giant buttons and dials. I want to pull a big lever to make a thing happen, I yearn to twist knobs and flip switches as steam billows from exposed brass piping.

The Blender

laptops getting rid of the cd/dvd drive is my most millennial complaint bc why the fuck would you do that!!! some of us still have the damn CDs to our sims games 😭😭😭

I am now on BlueSky