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daemonsen.bsky.social
Specked into J-o-T So can kinda do many things but none of them well. NeuroSpicy they/it/them 24 anxious wreck of a soul. Kindness media at large computer stuff games. Current special: interest is painting nails
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Gone are so many animals soon. Soon all of us I'd like to think after a few thousand years the aliens will find our ruined world I would want then to know capital and greed are the things that killed us all

Is this even real or am I speaking to a dead void does no one really relate to the things I say is it the negative outlook if so I am sorry I lack the ability to lie to myself and think the current human condition is okay.

What is the endgame in all of humanity we slowly rape the planet and die off? Or the rich leave the planet and we normal folk have to pay for oxygen to live and breathe either way I don't see a good outcome as long as we make things to break and for profit I am sorry future people for our failings

Come on third world war I want to crawl out of the fallout baby where capitalism is dead and gone

Hey Aliens day 200 and whatever begging for you to come fix our fucked up planet please 🥺

What is even the point like really I cannot change the world I want to be free I just waste I would be better for the environment if I did not even exist

Every day I think about it the bliss of being free of this form and this torment that is our pointless existence don't want to feel this way but my logical mind is starting to agree with the emotional and when they sync I will be over

Can the Aliens come and fix this shit already I am tired of seeing this go down and I am powerless alone to enact positive change in a societal scale

Surrendering control for guaranteed happiness sure get me on that all day everyday

In more positive feelings Marvel Rivals looks beautiful love the art style

The hard part no one really talks about is how it is getting harder and harder to logically or emotionally keep going like I feel and think the negative is starting to overwhelm the positive in existence and it should never be like this

I do wish for a magical cure these days it is easier to name the days of the week I was okay I hate that the norm has become suffering and I have no power to change it

planned obsolescence plastic trash we are killing the world we live on we could do better why don't we? If I was radical I would be a bio activist I would destroy factories and make big companies pay for the trash they create. But then again I am only a single human I am powerless in the face of all

Knowing that things are wrong and not being able to do anything about it watching the car crash in slow motion that is my life a failure average at best harmful at the worst I wish I could fix it all but I don't have it in me so I struggle along

Trying to stay whimsical absurdism is keeping me sane and trying to keep the idea of nothing really mattering away. So next time you say oh lol so random ha ha it is me coping with existing and I think it is a good mechanism

What if I was cool like likable and approachable or is this me wanting to belong in the world again

Is there a novelty account that I can follow that will update me on when a social media platform goes bad so I can jump ship to the new next thing

Wow are the gifs so much better on here shows that they care

Nuke your old data so you don't contribute to the dead internet but don't if your work is culturally important

Hat, what is the best hat in terms of comfort and well durability and fashionability

What coping with the world damages your mind who would have thought

DAY 313 - 🤍🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

Why me or let's put it this way why do we as humans have to create suffering for others like this environment that I exist In is not made for human living. Please higher power or alien overlord come fix us I don't wanna struggle forward

Fuck the algorithm that learns my preferences in content I did not choose to be depressed and anxious I want escapism not more depressing stuff kthxb

Gotta love when you wake up and start feeling the existenceial dread flavor of the day. Today is what is the point? If getting to the point is hard and painful could I just lower my self standards

Always 💖 Don't make me tap the sign

America choosing something and it affecting the whole world is kinda tiring could we just invest in a new planet for all the people who you know have the power for that kind of change.

Yap or not to Yap that is the question at hand

Uhh mushroom art again i guess got the need to be creative again the fellow i thought of small mushroom people who live in tribes different types of fungi in different groups clothing out of plants and maybe some are parasitic so they live in dead animals and stuff the creative juices kinda dried up

It is that time of the year again to start a creative project that will never see the light of day because it is not up to my impossible self set standards that dictate how I see myself and how I judge others

Poor little fool! Artwork by me. Happy Halloween everyone 🎃🐁🧙‍♂️💥😾

Me and blåhaj going to bed it has been a day once more I love it very much and I appreciate the bed cuddles

What if I had friends who would like me for me not for the fancy clown mask I wear to blend in with the typicals

I like tiramisu shame I am running out after today

Dear future owner I as your pet to be I request that you claim ownership of me before I do dumb things I am willing to give all of me to my future owner as life currently holds no real value other than my endless love for you so I wish you to mold me to your ideals and image and to make me love it.

Eating food helps me cope and live that is a good two for one deal if I ever have had one

What do I gotta do to get help Like yeah sure you cannot see that my head is deteriorating my mental health falling like the first snow. What do I need to do to the doctor to take me seriously things are not getting any easier do I need to cut or take me seriously it is every week now help me

The fear of never belonging the idea that this will only get worse that even on drugs I will lose the logical way to justify existing or I will just burn out I am tired of the meaningless loop give me reason or fulfilment please or let me wake up different I care not how I want to be content.

Realizing that all tasks have some level of metal resource use and that just forcing yourself to do things is going to cost you later on you will crash and burn but maybe now that you see the coat you can be more kind to yourself and others maybe you can share the burden most people like to help

I wish I would make moth squeaks when scared I thought it would be the best defensive mechanism besides being too soft to harm

I wish we figured out warp or FTL travel so I could become a colonist and die to some unknown space horror and turn into ambient lore for some space explorers and historians that would be neat.

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