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thinking about dropping all the things i do with the line in my full render drawings. Just keep it raw and color. It looks better

submitted 3 hours ago • 0 comments

having a bad day. I got so stressed that I got dizzy. The stress doesn't even come from drawing, but from other things.

submitted 5 hours ago • 0 comments

I had a little bad feeling when I saw the new design of the Shrek characters, but I've gotten used to it. It's actually pretty good.

submitted 6 hours ago • 1 comment

the eyes are different. Imagine if ⚧️

submitted 1 day ago • 2 comments

idk why but I'm getting depressed in the first few hours of drawing. After a while I get better. I'm not gonna be streaming in the first few hours. When I'm not depressed, I'm very anxious. It's like a strange bipolarity that only happens when I draw and that switches my mood after a few days/weeks.

submitted 1 day ago • 0 comments

context. I spent 8 hours to ease my mind so I could draw One of the things that makes me hate sleeping is that my brain resets to this anxiety/paralysis mode every time I wake up. Sometimes I prefer to go 2 days without sleeping because it is more beneficial to work with a tired brain..

submitted 2 days ago • 0 comments

I will always have the strength to fight, but I wish it didn't cost me my mental health in return.

submitted 2 days ago • 0 comments

5 minutes after trying to focus on drawing

submitted 2 days ago • 1 comment

I was unhappy with my full renders. I realized I needed to regress to a simpler style and that worked as I saw in the last drawing I posted. I can do this in like 3-4 hours, it's simple enough and it got lots of likes. I feel like i don't need to do something complex to be good

submitted 2 days ago • 1 comment

It reached a point where Twitter is sinking in such a continuous and constant way that it's even hard to notice. I think I've gotten used to it. If someone told me something bad was happening, my reaction was that I already expected it and nothing new.

submitted 3 days ago • 1 comment

honestly thinking about opening $15 sketch comms when i want to buy junk food and drink wine so i don't feel bad about spending money but also not be depressed

submitted 3 days ago • 1 comment

It's funny to see a hit sfw tweet and realize that the person who posted it follows you

submitted 3 days ago • 0 comments

I took a break to eat something because I was hungry. I'm gonna eat again because now I deserve it

submitted 4 days ago • 0 comments

I tried so hard to concentrate and draw for a few hours that I'm dizzy. At least i managed to finish a drawing

submitted 4 days ago • 0 comments

I dreamed that a friend and I were going to a kind of shopping mall and the terrace (transparent roof) was used for astronauts who jumped from their ships to land on it

submitted 5 days ago • 0 comments

I'll try to discipline myself and develop a different mindset for my drawings. I still insist on thinking that every next drawing should be as good as my best ones. Instead, I'm just going to draw focusing on time to keep up a pace drawing commissions and for Patreon (+)

submitted 5 days ago • 1 comment

i'm feeling better. i'm sorry about that post. i know you guys worry about me, but sometimes my brain do this to me

submitted 5 days ago • 0 comments

It's hard not to think about it, but sometimes it seems like no one cares that I'm getting really sick from overwork, in the sense that it looks like I'm an artist with infinite mental/physical health and 100% availability

submitted 7 days ago • 4 comments

These past few days were so stressful that i didn't even want to stroke my thing, just looking at cocks and holes were enough

submitted 8 days ago • 2 comments

I had such a high stress spike that I started to feel sick

submitted 8 days ago • 1 comment

5am and the horny is hitting my brain

submitted 9 days ago • 1 comment

I think I'll make a ref sheet for each non OC I draw so I can always draw the same character the same way. Also, I want to make the characters look different from each other to avoid the same face problem

submitted 9 days ago • 0 comments

I'm getting too old for this shit. I have to stop drinking too much in one night because the hangovers are coming stronger and harder to cure.

submitted 9 days ago • 0 comments

One thing that bothers me when I look for references to draw trans girls is that the best references are from femboy drawings because most of the ones I don't like are futanari with huge boobs and dick. Sometimes is hard asf to find characters with regular size

submitted 9 days ago • 1 comment

this also makes me think it's okay to draw the same set of characters for Patreon. It makes things easier

submitted 10 days ago • 0 comments

and making prices cheap reduce pressure too. So i think i'm doing well

submitted 10 days ago • 0 comments

I think I understand why drawing commissions can be complicated. Drawing a new character (usually OCs) requires practice and several attempts to draw them in a good way. Sometimes I'm lucky enough to get the drawing of an OC I've never drawn before right (+)

submitted 10 days ago • 1 comment

first 30 minutes done. Good thing the thoughts stopped when I managed to "force" myself to concentrate in the middle of the warm up

submitted 10 days ago • 0 comments

Of all the strategies for trying to draw, everything always falls into the same pattern. (1/2) Warm up for 15 or 30 minutes and draw for 2 hours and repeat as long as I can (in this case until I go to sleep). This makes me draw without getting anxious or paralyzed.

submitted 10 days ago • 1 comment

The bad thoughts are gone. sadly, I have to stay more defensive than attacking them. I have to keep going, resisting not getting depressed or stopping doing things and just lying in bed for the rest of the day. It won't be long before I start attacking my demons instead of just being beaten by them.

submitted 11 days ago • 2 comments

not doing well but I'm already used to hushing it up and continuing to work

submitted 14 days ago • 1 comment

Honestly I didn't understand any of the complaints in the last drawing

submitted 14 days ago • 0 comments

About 5 years ago I had thought that the meaning of my life was to acquire knowledge as much as i can. actually, this is very painful. I think I prefer to live in ignorance.

submitted 14 days ago • 0 comments

I wish sketching was easier and faster. Imagine two artists roleplaying but drawing instead of writing stuff

submitted 15 days ago • 1 comment

I'm starting to kind of understand (for the 100th time) how to color my drawings better. In addition to shadows and lighting, i must add a third thing (the hardest part), which is a bunch of (not so) random colors randomly to make things more realistic (and also reflection light)

submitted 15 days ago • 1 comment

Every time I complain, I get better. It seems like I just need to keep complaining all the time to get better from my problems.

submitted 15 days ago • 0 comments

i hate my life

submitted 15 days ago • 2 comments