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deerarepeople.bsky.social
Trans, autistic, 26, musician/composer, furry, plural (four of us ^^), struggling with communication since 1998. 🔞 🦨 June (she/her) J:text 🦌Cleo (she/her) C:text 🐕 Mayple (she/her) M:text 🟣🐈 Caspian (any*) E:text 💍10/31/24 HRT 9/16/23
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J:I wanna draw, I wanna practice for gigs, I wanna play Geoguessr, I wanna talk with my friends, I wanna do so much tonight but instead I have to go to bed immediately when I get home because my job has decided I'm not allowed free time qwq

J:Hrmnm, it appears I could not get Caspian interested in the game enough to put effort in :/ I guess I'll just have to be more persuasive úwù

E:they keep forgetting to bring my glasses, i dislike doing things blind o o

J:not Cassie just casually being better than me at m̶o̶s̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶s̶ bass clarinet :/ shoulda called it after being shown up on oboe last gig but whatevs Cassie needs the practice and so do I apparently lmao

J:look at all those chickens *points at the bats* *behind the bats are chickens* ówò

J:sorry if I've been getting too negative on here, I've been in a rough spot and the feelings of isolation grow ever stronger I'm gonna try to get out of that

J:I'm constantly reminded of how fun it is to be an otter and every so often I start to miss it... ...and then I very quickly realize that I am nowhere near ready to go back :/

J:I act like I do online and then wonder why no one takes me seriously *shocked Pikachu face*

J:are you in need of friends? Try 4 goobers. Just 4 entire goobers. You will certainly not regret 4 goobers.

E:es ist *zu* kalt o o

J:I love being a menace :3

C:wow I'd really like to open my phone without getting 30 more pieces of horrifying news

J:dug myself out of the house this morning \o/

C:"time to make a new practice routine so I'm in shape next time I have a gig" I say full well knowing that best case scenario I stick to it for a week and then don't bother trying any further. I really need to just practice for once, because I'm genuinely lucky I made it through my last one...