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I dk we will figure this out soon but likely focus on art on here. Visual artists/music/chiptune/
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I need u, 8static

It is medical Monday. Can anyone please help me get my cptsd meds? Medical cannabis? $YearningSpark thank you

Took a Twin Peaks man's advice today on giving myself a little gift or present. And I'll use its caffeine to hopefully get other things done. Maybe. Please let things chill out. ;_;

Can't get out of freeze response. Need meds. Can't function. Falling apart.

When no man can kill you but a shitty DJ and a bad bump of coke can

Having a Kingdom Hearts 2 wall scroll makes you a bigger weeb than ever playing 3 would make you. But, I still would like to beat 3.

what the shit

It's common for trauma survivors to feel guilt when a part is out that is more assertive or angry than our "normal" self-- but those parts exist, & come out, for a reason. We don't need to be ashamed of them. They're not "bad." They hold super important feelings, needs, & nerve.

Ever been unable to open your eyes while waking up because you're horrified of every sensory input and the day?

thought crimes are now illegal in the united states. it’s truly baffling that their anyone was ever convinced by the right being pro “free speech”. anyone who gave any credence to that argument is a rube

Trauma survivors can be ambivalent about seeking medical care, both because we've often had invalidating experiences w/ medical professionals, & also because chronic dissociation can lower our awareness of pain or injury. We often quite literally don't realize we're hurt.

'what you gonna do, stab me again?'

Mood: I hate every pathetic human right now and wish they'd just kill me.

No one should legally be allowed to make you feel like a drug addict unless your habits compare to every President in the last *checks watch* ever. Forever; Since Presidents be doing they jawn.

RIP Val Kilmer... Trumpet Player and Underrated Batman.

The US is undergoing the worst self-inflicted destruction of health, education, and knowledge creation infrastructure since the great leap forward. We will all be substantially less educated, poorer, and sicker while millions will die from completely preventable causes. It's civilizational suicide.

the jen taylor halo 2 outtakes are so good i couldnt /not/ animate them!!

If anyone can help me get an external and back up my PC before I move, I'd appreciate it. Or help w any bills or meds. Thanks for reading. $YearningSpark

Hooded Loona... 🐺👀

Band candy giles forever

She tried to 'Bleach bit' the Server? Drink some water between lying.

Even if you accept the premise and decision, which I absolutely do not, it is the simplest thing to phone the visa holder, tell them their visa is revoked and say they have a month to leave the country. Accosting someone on the street like a kidnapping is just a spectacle of terror.

We need to understand that trauma survivors have been conditioned to pay attention to the "vibe" of a relationship or situation, because doing so was often a survival skill growing up-- & reducing that survival skill to a symptom called "hypervigilance" isn't the whole story.

If I even succeed at this main story quest event or whatever the Hell i should call it ///// Uh, I'm gonna feel Hella weird about gross *cis ppl* touching my... Uh... Attenuverters of various diameter? I... F*ck, I'm so scared of surgery. *internal Screaming* :,)

It's fucked up that one of the silliest comedy people/horror/etc actors I've ever seen is absolutely not joking or doing a bit. The guy from Tim and Eric Awesome Show and the movie 'Us' Is being serious and unironic. Freaking... Scary timeline.

Dear '23 minute Millions Knives theme' from Trigun Stampede OST, You're as beautiful as the first time I listened to u.

'we are currently clear on OPSEC' is comedy gold, but, also- My paranoia says this is also their pre planned way to discredit Signal/ban e2e encryption in their 5D chess Jerkoff Ranked Dune War Games and their self fulfilling prophecies of taking away all the press/forms of comms and privatizing em.

Tell me I'm pretty. Convince my damn brain it needs to self care. Etch the pathways in. Hypnotize me into believing I'll be prettier for brushing my teeth vs. 'Preventing decay'. Gamify me voice training. Shove me into the car to get electrolysis. Dose me. Hold me. Douse this, kindle that.

America rn in a single video.

Star Trek Lower Decks will always be more canonical than the mention of Elon Musk in Trek, our timeline, and Kelvin will always be slightly more Canon feeling than the jumps between Picard seasons. And, tbh, First Contact felt less classical than the third Kelvin movie.

Goals: Help getting my estadiol/ride to pharmacy [1109/1400 for two months of rent at air b and b] [?/?] for utilities thank you for reading $YearningSpark