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distractedsenpai.bsky.social
Artist, gamer. Senpai, Distracted. Just a cat girl from space. 私は猫女がスペースからですね。 나는 고양이여자가 스페이스에서. 我是猫的女从SPACE. Illustrator, graphic designer, photographer, sculptor, writer. Can be found lurking on twitch. (No AI, no bitcoin, no NFTs, let me just LIVE!!!)
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So I'm back after a week. I don't know what I achieved. But... I'm here. Maybe shouting into the void helped? Maybe saying it all out loud helped somewhat? I need to wait a week, but hopefully something will come of it.

submitted 8 days ago • 0 comments

Oops. Found the depression button again. I should stop posting here. Back in a week or something? Not like I'm actually going anywhere. Or doing anything worth mentioning. Okay bye.

submitted 16 days ago • 3 comments

Yeah.

submitted 21 days ago • 0 comments

Is art worth the tears? I feel like I'd rather wreck my body physically than deal with this emotional pain. What's the point if I don't know how to get joy from it anymore? What was this last year for? I guess it was just another distraction. But what do I distract myself with now?

submitted 21 days ago • 1 comment

Purging Gen AI "art" apologists from my yt subs. Apparently some are into NFTs too? *sigh* No.

submitted 22 days ago • 0 comments

Can confirm, Mishka merch is comfy quality. Thank you Curzec and thank you Mishka~♡

submitted 22 days ago • 1 comment

Looking for some cat themed goodies? I got some with more to come! 💖 ✨ curzec-shop.fourthwall.com ✨ Those subscribed to my Twitch get a 10% discount on their entire order🌙

submitted 23 days ago • 4 comments

In other news, that cold... was bad. Very bad. No talking for like 5 days bad. Yep. Now my sick singing voice is back, and its lowww. Talking is still a challenge.

submitted 22 days ago • 1 comment

Share a character you like and and tag up to 5 folks to join in: Tsukasa (Tokyo Crazy Paradise) awesome fighter in a corrupt world, but wants to make it a better place. @mayuyumemi.bsky.social @thedoopus.bsky.social @spacepiratefenrir.bsky.social @spamalammy.bsky.social @cr3pus.bsky.social

submitted 22 days ago • 0 comments

*cough* Baseball is great huh?

submitted 24 days ago • 0 comments

Sakura Shadow doodle based on the design by @mayuyumemi.bsky.social

submitted 27 days ago • 1 comment

I'm trying to fill up the silence. But I'm still just in my head...

submitted 27 days ago • 0 comments

Why do I feel like people want her back? Maybe... I can't be anyone else?

submitted 28 days ago • 0 comments

I forgot how to be [REDACTED]. I don't know what happened. I literally have no memory of the interim.

submitted 28 days ago • 0 comments

Is it because things are tangentally related to what being [REDACTED] was about? Is it because I blame myself for stopping something good that could have gained momentum? Not that I'd be there. But, I don't know...

submitted 28 days ago • 0 comments

Also... I don't want to treat everything I like as a temporary hyperfixation that will I slowly lose enthusiasm for.

submitted 28 days ago • 1 comment

Oh no... I've fallen into a new fixation. Not HYPERfixation though... yet. *cringing* I blame who I was when I was [REDACTED] (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄ And Anui. Anui gets blame too.

submitted 28 days ago • 0 comments

Happy Ace Day! Just a doodle that I spent too much time on. Pose is traced, but maybe I'll redo it with my own references at some point.

submitted 37 days ago • 1 comment

If you see this, quote with favorite sailor guardian!

submitted 38 days ago • 0 comments

Rapunzel, but she's like a summer sunset barbie??

submitted 41 days ago • 46 comments

One of the stretch goals for 'A Very Pilky Christmas' charity event was a stat block inspired by Pilky. So here is Margins and his familiar Rusty! Grab the PDF, token and high-resolution art from my Boosty! FOR FREE! #D&D #Homebrew #AVeryPilkyChristmas boosty.to/ladyvignette...

submitted 39 days ago • 0 comments

So... hopefully I'm entering my "You can't treat me like a doormat anymore!" era? But why does it still make me feel sick? Ah, yes... confrontation. Me no likey. IF PEOPLE WOULDN'T TAKE THINGS THIS FAR THOUGH!!! *sigh* And this is why it's hard to trust people.

submitted 39 days ago • 1 comment

I'm trying my best but I don't think that's good enough anymore.

submitted 42 days ago • 1 comment

How do I enjoy the things I like again? Did I only have a year left in me? Why can't I make things anymore? I can't start, let alone finish anything.

submitted 42 days ago • 0 comments