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doll.technology
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I wish I was smarter

I feel ashamed of my body I prefer how it is on HRT but I don't want to be perceived like this

I want my confidence back

I don't want to keep living like this but there's no way out

maybe the process to treat depression shouldn't be so fucking long and humiliating when the thing about depression is that it makes it incredibly difficult to do anything

I'm so far behind

because of using sharex I have a copy of every screenshot I ever took in my PC since 2017 there's probably several interactions with my abuser in there that I documented

I feel incredibly jealous of other people's successes but I feel incapable of taking the same steps they took to get to where they are

"remember you can just do things" not true. die

I'm scared

I had a dream where I made amazing looking drawings...

just remembered I had a dream last night where I was blackmailed by my abuser

they are posting nudes on the m a h j o n g server

please give me one (1) reason to not pack up my drawing tablet and sell it

I want to make art but I can't

whatever

lol so much for wanting to visit my partner

I don't think I'll ever learn to value myself

good thing I know better than to act on every single one I get

the last thing I need rn is another crush lol

I need a french gf who calls me ma chérie

past raquel would hate what I've become

idk what it says about me that there's a few people around here I don't like, based purely on vibes

<- will never belong anywhere will never achieve anything etc etc

how the hell do people wake up one day and decide they're not depressed anymore and fix everything wrong with their life

sorry