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drowning.bsky.social
visual artist for the bottomless pit ⋄ wolf irl ⋄ 💙 @lucia.red
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DUNE Eternal

of all the things i have committed myself to recently (consistent japanese study & drawing practice mostly), the hardest thing has been trying to fucking play Drakengard. the controls in this game feel like they were made by a guy that insists on using dvorak on his phone

i was going to legit buy clip studio paint but their horrid and absurdly confusing subscription models has lead me back to just fucking pirating it

Man I Miss Fauna

also nothing personal but i will be starting to unfollow anyone p;utting stuff i do not wish to see on my tl cause self care

i had deactivated all my social media but i still need somewhere to shout into the void random comedic thoughts so hi

pixel art anime girl mouse pointer where her ahoge reshapes into the various cursor icons

imagine if pinocchio was an anime girl instead and every time she told a lie rather than her nose growing it was her ahoge

if ffxiv was free to play i would be in there like the nervegear

when you hit 24 you start taking ticking poison damage from things you've done the whole rest of your life

the order in this language list is making me irrationally angry

the year is 2043, the twilight forest still has no final boss

when i'm in a backseating competition and my opponent is a type a vtuber fan

doing jpdb daily while failing to stick through reading my genki textbook feels like a glacial pace everyone says you gotta just read to improve but how can i read when i don't have base level vocabulary 20-30 new cards a day means it will be over like 2+ months before i have even toddler vocab

i have like 5 or 6 copies of gta v

kids these days know nothing of having to sneak on farmland because it would break if you even dared sprint near it

realistic minecraft resource packs might as well just be AI generated

i have started writing kanji i'm learning in a notebook to better memorize them 👍

they call me Edgar Allan the way i'm Po

I don't know how to ask for help, but I'm $300 short on bills this month, don't have money for food, and have to pay $200 of it tonight to avoid getting crushed by late fees. venmo is (at)cvnvvnvnvvn or if you want to buy my music i'll link my bandcamp in the replies:

my biggest roadblock against improving at/learning ANYTHING is how i fucking obsess over finding the absolute best or most efficient way to go about absorbing information or practicing, rather than ever just doing the thing in a maybe slightly unoptimized way

elementary school english classes banned because pronouns were being taught to children

i don't even write in english do i really have to learn to write kanji

valentines 🩷

i can listen to 20 minute long metal tracks unconditionally but unless i'm in the right mood i get impatient 30 seconds into listening to literally anything else

some albums have too many fucking regional differences man, got me staring at RED pages for like an hour trying to figure out which release has whatever i care about out of 13