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cecil / isaac | 22 | artist | big fan of some things, and very normal about others | 18+ only please and thank you
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found genuinely one of my favorite images on the internet

my silly son

back on my bullshit once again

the only reason why i havent set aside the time watch revolutionary girl utena is because i know it would deal me so much psychic damage. for better or for worse. it would hurt me Badly. i want to watch it so bad though

hate being a smoker for several reasons (one because i need to quit before i'm 30. i will not become my mom) but another reason is i COVET those flavored cigarettes. a friend of mine mentioned that there are clove cigarettes. do you know how hard i would fuck up a pack of clove cigarettes

every single time without fail after i get out of artblock my ocs look slightly different

trying to work my way out of art block by drawing my stupid bastard

its been such a rough winter on the body and soul... burnout, unemployment, intense depression. but spring is on the way. the snow is thawing, the birds are singing in the morning again. i have my job orientation next monday. i deep cleaned over half of my apartment over the past few days.

bloodborne got me shaking and sweating

hello new followers and new mutuals ^_^

its nice having a direction to go with my life now. didnt really know what i wanted to do career wise but i think trade school is the move. hvac offers decent job security since it's always in demand in a lot of places and entry level positions pay really really well.

HELP i did not know i got added to SEVERAL "anti" blocklists. all i ever posted was about how i fucking hate fandom pedophiles and incest shippers. that's enough to get on a blocklist for proshippers? you're telling on yourself at that point

also remembered when i briefly went to university i had a professor that i considered a mentor. i think i dodged a hard bullet because he was very.... weird to me in a way i didn't recognize at first. and the way he talked about women is now a massive red flag.

realized this morning i don't think i 100% fully recovered from having bell's palsy a couple years ago. it's barely noticeable and i never really noted it until now. makes sense though. when i'm tired my affected eyelid gets a bit weak, and i struggle with my tongue tripping on certain vowel groups.

my bloodborne woman btw. something is wrong with her

i shouldve never started playing bloodborne i'm being consumed by it. it's over for me and i'm never making it out alive