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emotionvalve.bsky.social
29 years old antisocial and barely functional as a person very nsfw
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crossfaded insight: entitled gamers and karens come from the same fundamental immaturity - the inability to handle things that deviate from their preconceived plans for the world. anything disruptive must be wrong because they are incapable of accepting the unexpected or different

yet sadly it might make some who haven't figured it out build up thicker walls and go deeper into denial to avoid confronting it

in this moment I feel present, I feel myself, and it's out of admitting via a fantasy and letting myself inhabit that mental state that I am terrified that my grandma my parents everyone will never know the real me that they will die or I will die with me never being my actual self

it would be so great to be a giant woman, to have a little collection of pet boys and girls that look up to me. I could give them a collection of little dollhouses to live in, and watch as they go about their little days, and meet their eyes from above as they blush cutely from my overwhelming gaze

I should post more horny shit to scare people off

A good person

after nearly 2 years I still think about my old friends almost daily. I'm just completely stuck in the past because I have no hope for my future. just endless fantasies about how I'll run into them somewhere and finally open my heart and somehow doing that will make amends. desperate, selfish dreams

me

it's been a rough week so i thought i'd rotate a gyro for everyone. as a treat

I've never really lived a life. the closest I got was in college, attaching myself to a group where I felt useful and like I was doing something vaguely meaningful. but even then I was closed off, emotionally isolated. and since then I've lost even the few friends I met there. no future left

well on the one hand I can't log into my work machine which is frustrating and I have to sit and wait for a callback from tier 3 support but on the other hand I can't log into my work machine so I have a really good excuse for not actually doing any work