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Good thing my sister texted me as I was cominghome otherwise I would've felt too awkward to tell her im back on my bullshit (trying to get a conclusive answer about adhd).

I got told I might have adhd and I've never walked out of a doctor's appointment feeling this happy. AFTER YEARS AND YEARS. FINALLY. SOMEONE FUCKING LISTENED!!!!!!

ugh anxiety. my old friend.

god to have the nerve the gall the absolute utter STUPIDITY of a man

Wish some of the guys were on discord rn, it would help to join the call while I try to concentrate on work u.u

I'm exhausted

Oh I think I've never third-wheeled a situation as hard as rn kdjsjsbs

I gave 🌸 access to my calendar months ago so she can know my availability for booking mentorships and shit and it still cracks me up every single time she casually references my commitments. Idk she doesn't mean to be funny, it just is.

I wanna thank my body for at least being really good at swallowing meds. I know not everyone has the privilege.

went on instagram saw a former classmate got married now i'm here wondering since when do we allow teenage marriage in this country.

I hate ordering food that comes in units (empanadas, pierogis, dumplings, etc) with some people. They'll try to tell me how many portions I should get and they mean it to be helpful bc they know the place and I don't, but their portions are straight-up insane. Two pierogis? Could not ever fill me???

Don't you worry folks we took out all her teeth is such a line

So yeah I'm cutting all ties with one of my cousins. She can go fuck herself and take her mom with her. I'd say she can grow up and come to me when she's ready but that's not gonna happen. I don't know why I try, it's clear not even my family wants me.

so anyway today was a bust on the work thing and i'm running out of time but i gotta wake up early tomorrow and i still feel like crying so goodnight people on my phone i hope you're having a better time than me lmao xoxo

i'm literally so done. so fucking done. next person to piss me off gets barked bitten and fucking blocked out of my life

this || close to fucking losing it

Why am I not above earthly emotions—the mentally ill girlie asks herself

I fucked up with something and now I'm overwhelmed bc of it sigh.

I don't even know anymore

Little cousin asked me how I found her brother and I replied like I was a fictional character debriefing her superior lmao Idk I know my assumptions might be wrong, but she asked for my impressions and saying anything else would be a lie so.

Sigh so we got together with 🐺 and 🪫 a bit earlier so we could have a venting session basically lol and now we're gonna go to the hospital. I might have to juggle two fam members that do not want to see each other.

Bless 🌸 for always asking after my meals. It makes me feel weird most of the time but today I have the food, I have the will to eat it, but I had forgotten to do it ksjsjwjwb

I'm visiting my cousin today. It's gonna be a whole Thing bc only 2 people are allowed at the same time and we're gonna be juggling 5 diff people. 2 of which do not wanna see each other (:

I want write some uncharitable thoughts about my cousin but I can't bc this isn't Vent

Im doing the things that matter, I'm doing the things that matter

So uh. I feel like shit.

Got to talk to my cousin on the phone so I'm very relieved about that. I think I can recognize The Voice(tm) of a depressive crisis and I didn't hear it much on him so that's good. And he said the place is nice so far which i was also worried about since mine had been a nightmare.

I'm like a sleeper agent in this convo like they keep talking like it's so easy to be mentally healthy !! sdshd angel laugh has JUST said "he's not stupid he's gonna realize [this is not the end of the world]" and I'm really biting my tongue here not to be like YOU KNOW IM STILL SUICIDAL RIGHT DUMBO

It's weird to be on this side of the conversation. What must my friends have said when it was me in the hospital.

Apparently my cousin has been lying about uni for almost two years now. I really can't believe it came to this. I'm on call with the guys now, I'm really upset, but I'm trying to keep it together.

Ok I was also really upset bc only two people are allowed each visiting day and there's only two visiting days a week and other friends had already jumped in to fill the days. But luckily 🐺 messaged me and told me I should be the one to go on sunday and he's handling the conv bc i had already folded

So my cousin had a breakdown (not exactly sure what it entailed) bc he had been lying about graduating and so instead of going back to his city he's now in a psych ward. I'm incredibly upset rn I don't know. I know he's ok which is what matters.