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creation in the face of destruction gratitude for sweetness that has touched me
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at this time last year i was making all kinds of album release and tour plans. now im just planning to find out what week we're in.

once upon a time i got to dog-sit my friend's german shepherd for a week on her property up north and i saw a lot of beautiful things!

francis hung out with his pal elio today and they laid the foundation for their life as grumpy old men. they stared out the window together, got hangry, took big poops and then passed out. classic!

mike standing amongst the superabundant sea grape on the coast of puerto rico. apparently sea grapes are edible. can you live on grapes alone? i used to know a few people who would try, at least in the liquid form

getting a full-ish night's sleep is great, but i forgot that it also creates more time for nightmares 🫥

ominous little wind shelter

a lot of folks have been asking if i'm enjoying motherhood. what a question! what's "enjoying" mean? is that even relevant? i'm not mad. it's just that the english language lacks depth or nuance for some things

lil bigsy aka francis birch is 3 months old today... what a ride 🥹

dec 2019. when i was younger, & i went somewhere beautiful, i always thought "i'll have to come back here often." now that i realize that everywhere i go is beautiful, and there's just no time or money to revisit most places, i try to celebrate the once-in-a-lifetime experiences for what they are

AC(r)AB

iguana go back to san juan

oh, the writing i'd do if i lived at the gallery inn

i always scoffed at "baby on board" like *i have a more important human in here, don't crash into me* but now i see that it's actually a warning to stay clear - the driver likely hasn't had more than 2 hours sleep in months, likely has someone screaming at them, may have a finger in a baby mouth

i want SO BADLY for this little kitten to get back into the little bed that that tree made for it 🥹

this guitar is part of me. photo by sara may @ true nature photography, ace of wands opening up for lowest of the low at danforth music hall

at the gallery inn, san juan. sometimes i fly through so much life at once that i forget about it. this place and time was truly special 🌴

crawling into bed beside a bassinet with a sleeping infant makes me realize how creaky blankets are

gorgeous, spacious sound design. meditative beauty 🥹

also, i was pretty sure newborns were supposed to be little loaves of baby that slept all the time, mine seems hell bent on trying to walk already 🤔

interesting how i'll put so much effort into getting francis down for a nap... but if he's been asleep for ten minutes i get paranoid and go check if he's alive 😅