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fairyboxman.bsky.social
ive literally never made an account on something like this before but i figured it would be a helpful means of chronicling the Art JourneyTM mostly just a vent account following https://drawabox.com/. please provide constructive criticism on my drawings
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i am ghosting lines even with just my wrist now

submitted 5 days ago • 0 comments

drawing random poses normally for the sake of it: fun. drawing random poses for the sake of depicting Siffrin: debilitating. ive managed to get a small ways into depicting him a few times. the issue is:

submitted 5 days ago • 1 comment

i want to have fun and improvement isn't analogous with that

submitted 6 days ago • 0 comments

paralysis. too many things i want to do and could do and i don't know and can't find the path to get there and i hate not knowing things. one of those hopeless nights.

submitted 6 days ago • 0 comments

i get lost and cannot decide what to do next. what/how to study for what i want to draw theres stuff like oc drawings or drawing more complex monster designs or nsfw id like to draw but i lack skill and all of those scare me. ESPECIALLY the latter. i dont have the guts to attempt that

submitted 6 days ago • 0 comments

i am so very far from my ideals

submitted 6 days ago • 0 comments

every time i make a goal to draw a specific thing i become paralyzed bro

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

starting is hard, but past that i find sketching particularly liberating. it's rather fun to just theorycraft on a page like that in general it helps to not laser-focus on my goals and ideals, as much as that might annoy me sometimes. i do say i wish i could sketch people easier, though

submitted 9 days ago • 1 comment

i cannot break or brave that fear of drawing poorly. i will bend the 50% rule if it means i can create

submitted 10 days ago • 0 comments

i don't have the skill to make my ideal drawings, but those ideals are all that i want to be doing in the first place

submitted 10 days ago • 0 comments

despite all the pain i fail to endure, how do i always feel like a day without drawing is wasted?

submitted 31 days ago • 0 comments

im probably gonna bend the rules a little so i can actually go somewhere. i would rather proceed "incorrectly" than do nothing by being stuck on doing everything "correctly"

submitted 33 days ago • 0 comments

i took my adderall and hyperfocused on a roblox game instead of drawing

submitted 35 days ago • 0 comments

i mourn my own lack of competence. action is the only way i can fix any of this, but i am horribly paralyzed and left to constantly think and ruminate and distract myself from the negativity

submitted 36 days ago • 0 comments

no shit

submitted 36 days ago • 0 comments

i want to draw

submitted 36 days ago • 0 comments

i want to cry

submitted 36 days ago • 0 comments

sunk cost fallacy

submitted 36 days ago • 0 comments

why do i get literally lightheaded and anxious when i keep trying to push myself to sit and draw and do anything. why.

submitted 36 days ago • 0 comments

I SHOULD be able to do better. and better as in, making myself draw, whether it's shit or not. i just want to create without being paralyzed.

submitted 36 days ago • 0 comments

i like the idea of being able to draw well a lot. i like the idea of being an artist, but i can't tell if i like being an artist but i don't want to give up

submitted 36 days ago • 0 comments

motivation't

submitted 37 days ago • 0 comments

ive tried getting help with this from my therapist but i need to continue discussing things how to get past the revulsion of drawing certain things incorrectly

submitted 38 days ago • 1 comment

WHY do i suffer so much with this i just want to have fun

submitted 38 days ago • 0 comments

ive been able to progress through drawabox more but i mourn my issues approaching the stuff i actually want to draw you know. stuff that isn't as fun but you really want to draw it more than just another silly creature doodle and stuff. and SIFFRIN why cant i try drawing the creature referenceless

submitted 39 days ago • 0 comments

acting on a whim should be easier so i can draw on a whim more

submitted 44 days ago • 0 comments

stagnation

submitted 44 days ago • 0 comments

i dont accurately measure by time or pages done for 50% play vs study since the amount of effort i put into each varies, i take a lot longer to fill a 50% page than a study one. im probably gonna try doing 1 page drawabox study per 1 non-drawabox study, though, see if thats balanced

submitted 47 days ago • 0 comments

draw siffrin. no reference. cannot.

submitted 48 days ago • 0 comments

im gonna focus on drawabox and proko's figure drawing course first and foremost

submitted 50 days ago • 1 comment

today is better day

submitted 50 days ago • 0 comments

no significant work today but hey i did something

submitted 51 days ago • 0 comments

i like to push myself when drawing even as painful as it is. how did i not know i was attached to the struggle in any capacity

submitted 51 days ago • 0 comments

been sittin here for 2 hours and havent drawn shit

submitted 51 days ago • 0 comments

rather sad about my inabilities today

submitted 51 days ago • 0 comments

not for today, i guess

submitted 51 days ago • 0 comments

i MUST CREATE

submitted 52 days ago • 0 comments

thinking, i think ive finally identified a pretty good size i can aim for when drawing, i can relegate my old tiny drawings to thumbnail status lol its maybe one third the height of a page, maybe more? i can use more if im trying to draw environments anyways

submitted 52 days ago • 1 comment

still waiting

submitted 52 days ago • 0 comments

i wanna get back to drawing but some sort of weird panic sets in when i think about it

submitted 52 days ago • 0 comments

3D is the bane of me

submitted 52 days ago • 0 comments