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freakaz01d11.bsky.social
Just Ramblings of an overthinker who's trying to love himself. https://tellonym.me/KingSarc https://twitch.tv/therealfreakazoid11?desktop-redirect=true Vent user : @KingSarcasm
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I feel like im being too much help what do I do

submitted 3 hours ago • 1 comment

Organised a collaboration with some friends, we will be playing Escape the Backrooms, no idea what to expect from this game aside from seeing a few seconds short on it, but I reckon we shall find out together. Can’t wait! @freakaz01d11.bsky.social @indieeexx.bsky.social

submitted 17 hours ago • 1 comment

Its almost March. I'm going to know their decision soon. God it's draining me so much, I dont have the energy to do anything but think about this 🥲

submitted 1 day ago • 1 comment

If i look at it logically, there is a chance my current company extends my stay... But some part of me doesn't want me to trust that logical thinking, because that's what caused me to have a big panic attack when I discussed with them and they confessed it's a bit complex

submitted 2 days ago • 1 comment

2 updates - I flunked the interview, I think. And now im back into panic mode about not staying here anymore - I have a date on Saturday. But yes. Im shitting my pants rn. Do I tell her that I'm scared of women im attracted to (i am very much attracted to her)

submitted 2 days ago • 1 comment

Gah staying in the present is so difficult. Things aren't that bad. I KNOW it. I logically KNOW it isn't. But my brain is working so hard to try to convince me that it isn't. That I will flunk my interview tomorrow, then my company won't sponsor me and I have to go back. Ffs...

submitted 4 days ago • 1 comment

Everytime I see Dr strange 2 slander I lose my mind. People who don't understand grief, shame and depression will call scarlet witch's arc in wandavision pointless because of dr strange 2

submitted 5 days ago • 0 comments

twitch.tv/therealfreak... Hi frens am live am noob am scared come say hi 🫶

submitted 6 days ago • 1 comment

Hi frens do u think I should stream

submitted 6 days ago • 0 comments

I wanna go out to a pub or something today but I have nobody to go with:( my friends I usually hang out with are away cause they teach and they have term break ☹️☹️☹️

submitted 6 days ago • 1 comment

Ever see someone who boasts about being empathetic yet they never exercised that trait w/you? Makes me giggle

submitted 6 days ago • 0 comments

Im sorry but 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 LMAOOOO i this made me laugh for 10 minutes straight today

submitted 6 days ago • 0 comments

Doom (1993) ost my beloved. Will never get over how much I love the music

submitted 6 days ago • 0 comments

Coming to think of it, im literally so flaky when it comes to myself. I feel like if tomorrow someone comes to my face and starts shitting on me, im not going to even defend myself. I'm going to sit down and take all the punches in and then beat myself up for taking it in. Holy shit im so broken.

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

Why do I constantly feel guilty about every single thing in my life? Every single fucking thing? It's like my default emotion is shame. And regret. And guilt. For not being good enough. For not making everyone happy. By WANTING to be who I want to be. Not who everyone wants me to be. Really? Guilt?

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

Told my family that I have an interview on Monday and they all wished me luck including my dad, even said that ill ace it But a few minutes later he shared a link with me about a company back home and was like try them out, and was like we would love you back home staying with us?

submitted 7 days ago • 1 comment

I love Anthony Mackie so much that man is hilarious everytime I see a clip that has him in it i know for sure I'm going to be fucking laughing 😭 im so happy for him that he's now Cap, he's just a bundle of joy literally 😭

submitted 7 days ago • 1 comment