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I lllove rambling. to myselfl and I. to ME!!! 🔞🔞🔞vent acc. dontfollowme... it/they epic fail
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I always think about how nice and vibrant outside is. Like. Green grass. Blue skys.. It's so colorful! Why don't we make places like that more. I wonder how expensive that is?

rambling in misery only gets you further down the spiral, making it sound affectionate. cute. wanted. these are not any of the things you should be wanting. misery is terrible! you don't want misery.

i lovr. vixcoe games they raise dme and make me prevent doing things i. I really just need help somehow. I dont know who can or, more likely who even would. Surely someone understands but even if they did would they be able to help

my belly is too small. but I have to eat so much in order to get stronger..

FUUUCKK!! I HATE THE SUN! teport

aaahhhh sun in my eyes. fuck thr sun im trying to. get to school so I can be a. something… report conclude

ooh. thats a fun exercise. making riddles about yourself! defining you as yourself. solid ideas on what makes you yourself. even if it is.. too true. maybe

I am the best silence you will ever hear

no sun. report concluded

pingus

WHY am I not drawing. WHY does it hurt so much. I just want to draw. PLEASE I DONT CARE ABOUT MY ELBOW OR WHATEVER I JUST WANT TO DRAW WHY DOES. UUUGHHH

uh oh

sun is too bright today. bring back the clouds and the rain and the snow. sun report over

so nice to meet you

talk in tounges yet often I trip over them. I haven’t read an actual book in so long. everything’s too noisy. always has to have some kind of music playing and it always takes me out of it.

ope. nevermind. my bedsheets are uneven. fuck my life and recycle my soul into a machine.

oh. whup! 12 AM! Haha. I should go to bed. Goodnight, everyone!

I CAN DO THAT LATER NOT RIGHT NOW I SHOULD DO THAT AFTER I EAT I SHOULD DO THAT AFTER I SHOWER I'LL DO THAT LATER I ALWAYS HAVE TIME TO DO THAT I CAN DO THAT AFTER THIS I CAN WAIT I CAN DO THAT AFTER THIS GAME I CAN START WHEN IM DONE WITH THIS I SHOULD DO THAT ALREADY JUST ONE MORE JUST ONE MORE

I diagnose what went wrong with me but I am never sure. tThe fans are so loud. There's a metalworking factory in my backyard. Well. not really a factory it's a local thing I think. But the point is the machines always run. This is the best investment my parents ever did for me I think. I should cut

waaait a minute! It's past 11 pm! Nice try idiot brain, but these thoughts immediately just got invalidated! Time to do it all over again tomorrow! Tomorrow's friday. That means. I get to stay up later and then jerk off later. Haha! HaHA! HAhA! ah. I have things to do. But I don';t do them!

ermm I;m guess what you could call a prefab polacer! endless scroll placing props with no abandon. I guess they go together. I guess there's a theme there. They aren't my creations anyway. Huh? I can create, even with other creations? That's bullshit man. Go fuck yourself. I hate you. Whoever told m

decoration is so cool. I wish I could make things

How much does A Diet Matte r? I eat. everyday maybe once A school lunch is the most I EAT. taht counts thats counts right govermnet wants me working they have me in system they talk to companies companies talk to me goverment talks to me and I. aM NOT ANYTHING TO THEM. that's okay. That's what I wan

side tracked side tracked side tracked its every day every hour everytime I do so.mething I get sidetracked even with nothing else left to tab over to or tab into I daydream about creating. but I never do. I never create anything even if I try. I hope things will change but all I have ever done is

nrrgrgfhfhhh

I have some kind of mental problem where everytime I try to do something productive I get stuck on one little thing and it all just falls apart as I do fucking nothing except stare at it and don't even try to learn anything

grrrhhh

I saw tge sun today. it was okay. wasnt s a rkungg piercing my eyes. thats good. but nothing else really. sun report concluded

wow. okY. I rwally need to start crating be auxd it serms I have. ery peculiar tadtes. comparted 2 eceryone rlse

i’m just saying if you’re gonna have the kids over you don’t want them there i guess lol and if i do iooooooiiiiiiii then you know yyyyyyyy lol but if i can be your best friends and be the one who is your friend and not be a friend then i will do it for ya lol but if not i can do that for ya too if

refreneces. just. refer to references! that’s how you get better. just look at it. investigate it. replicate it. talk to it if you can. you will go nowhere on your own but there are others who will help you.

uughhh

I mean fuck, I don’t like anything!

I hiss at you because we are similiar. If I know anything about me, is that I'm a horrible person. You are too. I don't like you because you keep secrets.

errHMMM. throat clearing. throat.. throats.... hm.

hey listen Im gonna hornypost for a second I told you DON'T FOLLOW ME anytway I think the best tthing ever I want to happen to me is for a guy (future husbadn. obviously) to just go absolutely feral and start fuckin' me as he's like, panting open mouth I think that would be a very good experience

imagine the stuff, stories, and art I could make if I could just. get out of bed. stop playing games with no purpose. just. MAKE SOMETHING! MAKE SOMETHING! NO MORE IDEAS GUY. PLEASE.

ahhh. i love my friends. they're like. the only things that make me smile these days with their combined stupidity.. and mine too!!

guess who just got a year older and not a year smarter! hahaha. haha. ha.

i can’t believe i have to grow old. isn’t there a way to opt out or somethingg? I’n not really comfortable w/ this…