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fyren.vore.meme
He/him, 30, Kiwi, your local Imp/FoxBat menace 18+ account, no minors. Vore (Fatal only), shower thoughts, venting, and I dunno what else. Asexual but CV/UB and mature themes sometimes enjoyed.
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Feeling rough. Feel like I'm just, incompetent. Tried to set up playing games with some friends I haven't spoken to in a while, and it sorta feels like I've just handled it really poorly.. One of those skills I have just never gotten the hang on..

Comm for @gruffad.bsky.social !

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CW: Cock #vore , #NSFW 🍆 And older animation I started up a while ago that I finally went and finished up. Featuring One Good @haloren.bsky.social !

:3 :} #furry

It often feels like I'm surrounded by passionate people, with obsessions they can't willingly shut up about.. While even the things that keep my attention, the extent of my discussion is a one time back and forth over 5 messages

sybil got a stummyache :(

Not happy with myself.. When things go wrong with friends, I don't fix them. I just, run away. I think I don't care, and then I'm wrong, and spend years regretting the bridges that I left to rot.. Just because I couldn't get over myself and to give an apology..

I don't feel it's a good way to live. That I can't exercise restraint, and just burn through my interest in things at a rapid pace

Becoming even more aware that, I really am not a person of routine, in any capacity. Nothing becomes "A thing I do", I just go through 1-3 week interest periods, moving on from the people and spaces relating to them afterwards.

THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND!!!!!!!! @pringusmcdingus.bsky.social

*Is playing game* I'm bored.. *Closes game* *Sits there for about 30 seconds* Now I'm more bored.. *Reopens the same game*

Swallowing and melting someone's so called "prized possession" "My grandfather gave me that pendant, it's been in our family for 200 years!! It's important to me!!" "That's kind of crazy, now it's like, my ass. Is my ass your prized possession now lol?"

they were allowed to stay! 🦊🦊🦊

Why do I hate myself? Well.. I'm a beneficiary, 30 and never worked a job. I'm very different from the people around me. I haven't been able to work out how to be an adult. I can't make my own decisions. I don't have much interest in others. I'm very bad with people. I have nothing to offer people.

I mean, I hate myself. At the end of the day that's why I'm so unhappy. It's definitely not everything, but if I addressed that, would I fix misery?

I'm in, some kinda state.. I know it's influenced by the meds, but.. If I worked through everything that causes me grief, would I still feel this way? Would I still get this specific misery?

Feel like I could just, climb into a trash bag, sit there with my head out the top

Not sure how I feel tonight. Sorta just, sitting here. It's 4am, I don't really want to sleep.. But there's nothing I want to be doing either. Not exactly thinking in any meaningful way just, here..

What am I getting out of it..

No, I do know. Because there is the option to simply not use the platform for a bit, rather than burn bridges, and yet I'm reluctant to do even that

It's either, I feel something, or I have the fear of burning bridges regretfully. Of the two, I don't know which it is

Nah I, guess there must be, something I feel I'd be losing, or I'd be able to do it.. Is it some hope for something I don't have, or is there something I'd miss? If there's something I'd miss, is it just vore to, or something that actually matters?

If I deleted my discord account, I don't think it'd be a big loss to me, or anyone else

I just want to form a real connection..

If I'm myself, then I never give people opportunities to talk, because I don't care to hear what they say.. If I act better than myself, then I don't feel any connection. Just going through the motions to do the right thing..

I don't even know what I want out of it..

I still haven't come to terms with what friendship actually is

I still can't love. I'm still always ready to pull the plug on every friendship that starts to go wrong

Feel I'm getting nowhere. Been years..

[ object #vore #mawshot meme-y ] "Hey Ke'ahi, what's up? Is that my Game Boy? Yeah, you can play it-- wait, what are you doing? Hey, HEY! What are you doing!? HEY. STOP. I SAID STOP! STOOOOOO--"

On new antidepressants, hoping it makes a positive change. My current GP is really good, which has been nice