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AuAdhd Non-binary trying to find my space in the world. Illustrator/videomakin/photografin Prev: The Yetee All my links: gardenarcade.art
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I can at least go away knowing I can't hurt anyone anymore.

I'm sorry for everything I've done that's hurt you.

I can finally kms soon

I don't want to go back to that mental health hospital again. I'm painfully aware of all the mistakes I made and even all the stupid shit I said. I just want to be free of my brain to my head.

I can't underline how much moving on from this job last year has been debilitating for me personally. I hate it. I feel so stupid and ignorant. Nothing's felt right since. My mental health has been so bad since last year and only got worse over the months. I'm a stupid moron that deserves ts

I don't think I'm enough for people to care about so I'm trying my best to be as small as possible so nobody has to deal with me anymore

There's so much chaos in my head it's hard for any of it to even leave if I'm not doing something creative. It just stays and festers.

I just want to have time to be creative without getting yelled at. "You already tried that maybe you just need to do something else." I want to kms dude this sucks.

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I just hope there's a future where this whole Internet thing isn't seen as the only way people can hang out because it really does pay to hang out with people in real life even if y'all are just sitting still.

It just sucks because without it I turn into a fucking mess that nobody wants to be around and people just don't want to deal with. It's understandable but extremely debilitating for me.

Being interconnected on a personal level is very difficult especially when there's so much literal emotional pain you deal with on a daily basis. No wonder people cope in debilitating behaviors because feeling this all the time all the time is something only other medicated peeps understand

Maybe in another life things would've been better. But now I just feel that all I'm useful for is to be of use for others. I hate that everyone just erodes my identity as being someone whose selfish and childish.

It's okay if it all ends soon right? That way it's fine? It's fine that it all ends soon?

Maybe me being gone is what's best for everyone.

I'm done ugh

Kms

Dude I'm so mad someone stole my personal bag and it had a bunch of pins I had bought over the years from like 2016 to now of friends artwork all over it and it's been stolen. This sucksss 😭

do your best today! if you cant do your best, just survive. I love you!!

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they're friends now

Go check it out! It's a really fun little game if you love learning about new animals and creatures. Lots to find and it's a very endearing game as well 😭❤️

I was really appreciate when artists put their inspirations down anywhere. It's cool! It makes me excited to delve into the world they created and now I have another cool thing to read or watch after.

Started playing Formless Star and Hey! I recognize that lil guy! hehe

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there's a small subset of people here who are driven mad whenever they aren't allowed to quote or reply to something. they think everything they see on their phone is their property and they just short-circuit. they'll bust through the floorboards to yell at you. it's really something to see

Formless Star is out now! Travel to a mysterious ever-changing planet and gather data on the animals that live there. There's 60 different creatures to find, all with unique behaviours and descriptions! Get the game for free (or pay what you want) here! splendidland.itch.io/formless-star

there are only one genders

Fishing charms are back in stock :) www.seateas.store #FF14 #FFXIV

beautiful things happened tonight

Something is coming. ₜₕᵤₘₚ. ₜₕᵤₘₚ. ₜₕᵤₘₚ. ₜₕᵤₘₚ. ₜₕᵤₘₚ. ₜₕᵤₘₚ. Something is coming. Something is coming. Something is comi— ₐₕ. 𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚. ✦【 #art, #oc, #illust 】

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Why yes, that is Yoshitaka Amano's art on the CE of GEX Trilogy. It is indeed the least Final Fantasy'ish game art he's probably ever done, and that's why it's so weird and cool (imo), and unexpected. #GEXTrilogy limitedrungames.com/products/gex...

I hate thisss I just want people to stop leaving me on read. It's so annoying.

Only real Chicagoans know about the goatsie under the bean.

Pipoooo o dats a raspberryy

"There I was, Jollibee on my tiddies..."