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イラストレーターさんです 生きるためだけに頑張ってる 絵描きさんと仲良くなりたい I make occasional illustrations based on personal interests, animation, music
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That was not a good nap and I woke up from really disturbing dreams too.... I wish I didn't have anything to do for a few days 🫠

if I could find a way to put all of that in one place I feel like I would have found a way to ground myself in a place of reality and discipline so my mind won't be all over the place and my attention can be devoted in equal parts to the things I really want to focus on the most

I have to started to understand what are the pieces of my life that are ultimately the best reflection of myself The things I have been trying to color my life with so far are all an assortment of different things, none of which I am ever going to be good at, but still things that I am continuing

I have an idea that I want to express but I have been struggling to put it into something... it's something I want to do to tie together everything that is important to me but I can't seem to break it down into smaller pieces and put it back together in a usable way...

I'll take a break and sleep for a few hours soon and then if I can have some time later I will try to do more things I need to do

雛ちゃん🎀

I really need to wake my mind up at this point

my mind is just not in it today though nothing of me is present I have to rest my mind a while and then try again later

I could get more accomplished... I tell myself but also I could sleep more ... I just don't want to stress so much but having any free hours makes me feel guilty Any time not spent doing every single thing I should be doing is time that I will regret spending on anything else

I could work on something in my few free hours but I guess I could benefit from sleeping a little more... although it Does feel like a huge waste too.... hm

If anyone here ever wants to talk let me know

Truthfully I can only keep this up for maybe 2 more months and then I need to rethink.... there should be another way than this and I need to try new things this year... I refuse to let it be a waste or for everything to stay the same I want to make bigger changes for myself and really push myself

MyGo is so good ahh I wanna watch more of their story maybe I will make a drawing of them when I have time again someday I need to finish Ave Mujica too... but I had to stop half way because I'm too busy... but it's nice to have things I want to do again

Happy Birthday to my friend @matdotpng.bsky.social who is an amazing artist and a great person (Go see his art everyone!!) This is his adorable and iconic OC, Night ~ I hope you will have a great year full of new experiences, new encounters and good people 🎉

It is 2/22 CAT DAY so I shall shamelessly repost some of my neko cuties whether you want it or not (I don't make the rules)! Nya nya~ 😼 Night💚 Venus💛 Uranus💙 Arson❤️ #art #oc #nekomimi #catDay #イラスト #うちの子 #猫耳 #猫の日

another sketchadoo, this time shortstack succu, Koko #rkgk #nsfw #art #oc #イラスト #うちの子 #R18

If you see this, post your purple art!! 💜 I actually love purple... it's my next fav colour after orange! I need more purple ocs for sure 🥺⊹

#藤吉夏鈴『』① sakurazaka46.com/s/s46/diary/de…

everything tastes so unsatisfying... everything makes me feel incomplete lately all my interactions feel off somehow I just keep thinking something is wrong

I'm so tired I've given up on today I am just gonna sleep... anything I could do beyond this is impossible I'm going to have to start planning better so that I don't hit my limit before I have completed everything needed of me

Listen I know shit sucks but PLEASE find the things that make you happy and keep doing them. It is not frivolous. It is how you survive.

I am so exhausted... but I have to push through it a little more. Eventually I hope I can take a break.

why am I suddenly not wanting to sleep when I've been dead on my feet for 3 weeks and now suddenly my brain is wired?

ahhh it's such a good story I will never shut up about bandori anime series because all of them are so good but mygo and ave mujica are on their own level everyone has to watch it

wow I had no idea they had MYGO!!! on The First Take (using the name Crychic.... the whole focus of the first season of the anime......) Tomori's vocals are beautiful and so heartfelt this is why I'm begging everyone to watch MyGo!!! and Ave Mujica www.youtube.com/watch?v=NJ1t...

I love the soft lines and textured colors... she looks so warm and soft and inviting

Do you ever have *really* good art days where everything comes flawlessly easy and you're in love with everything you create? And then you art the next day and your skill has tanked, your mindset is abysmal, and you look back at your art from the previous day and ask yourself, "how did I do that?"

I said words I shouldn't say, I made everyone dislike me over and over I always make a bad impression if you talk too little to people they forget you, if you try to talk too much to people they hate you and the middle there is just finding someone who actually would take the time to understand you

Oversleeping, feeling depressed, overwhelmed, overworked, over-stressed still sad about my cat dying because I couldn't do anything I probably chose wrong and messed up everything

I cried too much for my own good within the past week and I feel sick

I was getting so tired I was falling asleep sitting up looking at the screen despite wanting to complete more and more my tiredness is just too much If I get more free hours I hope I can use it for art and talking to people I like again I have too much sadness these days and I need a change

Memaria again Daily Sketch 34 #art #sketch

my back hurts so much I need to rest I need to rest

I want to dream of calm days but I don't think I have earned those days just yet maybe I never will