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they/ia 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ • kanaka ʻōiwi & māhū • luvs 2 yap and luvs 2 sleep [ minors dni ]
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Hello there friends! I hate to talk about this at all, but I am currently having a really rough time financially. I have a lot of bills coming up, and work cut my hours more than I expected, so I don't know if I'll be able cover them all and still afford food.

For the pst 3 years, my friend has made and sang me a song especially made for me on my birthday and I guess you can say I’m one of the luckiest bois in the entire world with how loved I am.

Asking for help from community to help coregulate when overstimulated is radical self care.

Thankful for the constant reminders that even when things feel like they are falling apart, like I am falling apart, my loved ones remind me that I’m not alone when holding my hand. My heart hurts but feels so full 😭💕

My flower haul these past few days 💕

I gave in………….I love Green Grape

When the symptoms are symptoming

I have a lot on my plate and I’m nervous as hell but very excited for this next adventure 🥹💕

I know I’ve been struggling though because I did 3 photoshoots in the past month and I liked none of the photos 😭 They didn’t come out bad but I don’t think they came out all that great either 🥲

It truly is amazing to be loved because I’ve been self isolating from how unstable I’ve been feeling and friends have been reaching out to me. No one knows how much I’m struggling nor am I being open about it. They just felt me needing a little TLC 🥲

My eyes glaze over when a haole talks about oppression while being a transplant in Hawaiʻi.

being seeded probably feels good asf if ur a torrent

As someone who chooses to not drink alcohol anymore, it is quite difficult to hangout with people who do drink because I can’t vibe with people once they get a certain level of intoxicated (especially if they are more prone to over drinking). Me 10 years ago would not recognize me now. Wild.

also was diagnosed with adhd officially today and was surprisingly able to make an appointment with my nurse practitioner for sunday to start adhd medication what a great turn around time western medicine makes me nervous but i will take what i can get right now so i won’t kms 😚

happy kill captain cook day where my ancestors killed captain cook

Hey guys meta announced a new policy where they send a killer to get you so be sure to go to settings>my account > killer> disable killer to turn that off

If I look at it in a different perspective: I’ve been taking this time to heal my traumas and wounds so that I can show up for my community with compassion.

What do you mean you don’t cry at everything

When ur lizard brain starts hyperfixating on learning how to take things apart and put it back together again

Trying to remain hopeful in this…Time™️. I refuse to stop believing in good though.

Feel like I’ve lost myself these past 5 years but was in actuality rebuilding and relearning. Happy to learning how to let go of things that do not serve me but now intentionally taking the time to go back to the things that did but I didn’t nurture.

Please let me be stupid in peace. I beg to not think.

There are conversations going around about deporting in Hawaiʻi but like….Hawaiʻi is illegally overthrown so wouldn’t haoles just be taken back to America

Getting my results of my assessment on 2/14. They should send me a bouquet of roses with a note of my results.

I got that dog in my and it possibly has autism.

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Nothing makes me feel more amongst my local community other than saying “fucking haole” when fucking haoles do haole things

Saying “going nonverbal” like Danny from Danny Phantom

Current trend on my current feed is local lei makers showing off their leis like boar hunters and fishers spreading off their catch 🤭

I’ve had one of my cameras for about 2 years now and happened to stumble across a short 7-second video of a feature that I did not know was possible on the camera. The feature is in the name of the camera too but never fully understood what it meant because I didn’t see a video of it happen before.

There is darkness inside of me, yet I remain whimsical.

Everyday I feel like I’m convincing myself that I am faking it with falling anywhere on the neurodivergent spectrum even though I answered “medium” to “highly likely” on the questionnaire from the facility that wanted me to fill out before meeting irl to be assessed for ADHD.

I know my cat loves me because she likes to cuddle with me after she eats.

I only smoke so much weed because I'm afraid of the Inside Out emotion people in my head and I'm trying to kill them

this is funny as-is but imo way funnier when you see his lawyer

Really hope I can get my brain to stop hating itself so much this year. I have a couple of hobbies I’m very interesting in learning and starting. My first goal right now is to get out of bed most days of the week 🫡

Anyways, the “Feedback of my Results” with the doctor about if I am diagnosed with ADHD, autism, both, or none is on Valentine’s Day. How romantic.