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sorry not sorry for getting a bit real on the timeline here last night LMAO i was working some stuff out in my head

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i have twitter!! its over @ jinzouenemies and @ kageroudazes ! im a lot more open on here tho and just rt a bunch of artwork over on my twitter/kind of whine at bad takes lmfao

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just got another proper feel of our stray - she honestly feels pregnant and a bit along so im not gonna waste anymore time and get a rescue onto her asap today

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day boost - please repost / donate if you can!!

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my wife and i have run out of basically all our toiletries at once with no means to get more 🥲 we need tampons, shampoo, body wash, toothpaste, deodorant, and tp the most... i hate asking but we are still homeless. even $10 would probably be enough to get us all we need in one trip to dollar store

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Silly Clown Regigigas 💙 #clown #furryart #pokemon #regigigas #clowncore #fanart #nintendo #commission #artcommission #art

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hes mad for this nonbinary bastard

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im tired, im gonna snuggle my cats and sleep

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kind of mourn it bc my preteen self needed touch constantly because they were afraid if they didnt then those people might just disappear. and they did anyway. and then (redacted) happened. and that need went away for good.

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its whatever tbh now. im too tired and its never stable and i dont experience intimacy in the same way most people do/need and i cant reciprocate in those ways either bc im finicky and traumatized and touch repulsed so. its tiring trying to work out an ever changing crutch of a mindset

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whether im aro from relationships only ever being people taking from me and never really understanding me trying to express myself and how /hard/ it is or if its just ive been detached for a really long time and thought romance made me "human/good enough to exist" esp if i hid all of myself

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even then i feel really at length with the closest people in my life. theres a lot i just dont talk about because its constantly shifting so i usually just come across as comedic bc if we're both laughing then thats good

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if i get too invested in a space or a group and it shifts somehow i feel the need to withdraw and run so people dont i guess turn on me? I get massive anxiety otherwise. probably a big reason why im aro too

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i want to help everyone feel comfortable and not left out or like an outsider but its kind of all a mask bc im continously shifting and morphing inside of my head and im just really not Grounded mostly (unless its with cats!! I never doubt myself or force anything around them)

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i come across as really open and friendly and outgoing and helpful and i /am/ but its hard to form anything deeper from just that surface esp bc all of that is just because i dont want people to ever feel bad + its fun to be able to coordinate and make event spaces accessible

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its why i make all sorts of different friends rather than large groups of people who all know each other. its also just easier to deal with - i cant deal with shifts in group dynamics at all

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i dont think im ever going to feel comfortable anywhere really unless its around cats. ive always felt really awkward and on the outside in every group ive been in throughout adulthood (probably the bpd+autism) even if its in spaces i /should/ feel accepted

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i did not in fact get white girl wasted - i got mildly intoxicated even with 6 drinks (what the fuck). had a bit of a fun drunk high for about an hour then the "i dont belong here im an outlier everywhere i go" anxiety set in so yknow, time to go home

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rave over going home LMAO

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flashing / loud music cw // DOWN AT THE FURRY RAVE YALL!!!

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flashing cw // ME RN

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hypersexuality is not exactly the trauma response i want to have but garry slut era tonight i guess

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i was gonna draw on my supposedly relatively quiet shift but it has in fact not been quiet

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ive been having a conversation with two incredibly young therians (like 10 + 12) and one of them showed me their quadro run?? Super impressive ngl. but also i cant believe therians are gaining traction again???

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i'm posting this on behalf of a friend on twitter (handle is frayers). celeste lives in oklahoma and they've been hit with extremely cold weather and their electric company has almost doubled their rates unexpectedly. while they were able to get the due date extended to march 10th, they are left

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mightve gone a little nuts at the free sticker swap

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bringing my cane today

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i think my cane is a rly good idea today bc my back is seizing up bad

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was thinking about it but nick killing jeremiah was a mix between "this will fix things/i need to take everything upon myself/i have reached the point i will kill somebody in cold blood" and an impulsive reaction to what he was saying to him. it makes me think that in that way he's-

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AWAKE! BAM!

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