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Hi~ • Disordered eating • WL Goal: -20lbs before 2025 10.4/20 lbs lost HW: 205(2024) SW: 196(2024) LW:127(2022❤️‍🔥) CW(jazz hands): 159.6 (72.3 kg) (Edtwt)
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How have the holidays been treatin y’all?

Ughhhhhhh I’m so done with food

Fat fat fat

Still 159.6 🥲 and it’s Christmas Eve, Im not going to see the beautiful 157.5 I aimed for, my heart is 💔

So idk what’s up. I feel fine now(was sick yesterday) but now my partner is sick:( BONUS since his prob won’t eat today I don’t need need to worry about getting urges bc I drive to get his food for him and sit with him while he eats so I get outta eating all day today!

Gm everybody:) My throat is scratchy this morning:/ I purged last night so Im hoping it’s just that and I’m not sick😭

CHRISTMAS CAME EARLY THIS YEAR @xodarling.bsky.social

Pt1 I just a TERRIBLY AWKWARD experience w this girl server who checked me out when I picked up my food. She was a college freshman and really chill I’ll bet we could’ve been friends pre COVID but I’m all messed up socially now.

Oof don’t you love it when people in your life do or say things that kill your appetite? Like “bonussssss thank you” hahah

how it's been lately

A memory from Snapchat showed up on my story of me 3 years ago today. 30 lbs lighter than I am now💔 I was still fat but I looked so much better than I do now. I wanna get back there by February or March🤝

My goal is to be 157.5 by Christmas🙏🙏🙏

Y’all ever have a hyperfixation to one video? I keep watching this video at night. I can’t stop I love it sm😭 youtu.be/lc_wBkCan5s?...