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highmonster.bsky.social
I enjoy a solitary cinnamon bun at 3 AM. Your presence would disrupt that.
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if you whistle in public you are actually out of your fucking mind

submitted 16 days ago • 2 comments

I don’t know man, what could it possibly be?

submitted 55 days ago • 280 comments

BioPlus canceled my chemo refill again today. I run out on Sunday. They only give me 15 days worth at a time. This is gonna happen every 2 weeks for the rest of my life, isn't it? 🫠

submitted 61 days ago • 1 comment

I got my first SSDI payment today! Flush with cash, gonna buy some fruit cups and saltine crackers.

submitted 66 days ago • 0 comments

submitted 72 days ago • 0 comments

Hospital bed update: the cat loves it.

submitted 73 days ago • 0 comments

Bioplus has now randomly canceled my chemotherapy refill 3x this week. The 4th attempt will be Friday, which is the day I run out. I won't know if it's actually coming till Friday morning. If they fuck up again, I have to wait till Tuesday. There's nothing I can do about any of it. I love America 🦅

submitted 74 days ago • 1 comment

Anthem decided I only need half the anti-nausea meds that I've been prescribed. So now I'm out, and I can't get more for at least 12 more days. I love America. I feel so free (to throw up for 12 days). 🦅🦅🦅

submitted 82 days ago • 1 comment

submitted 144 days ago • 3 comments

My hospital bed came, but they forgot the rails 🙃

submitted 87 days ago • 0 comments

Ughhhh. I looked up the company my hospital bed is coming from, and now all my targeted ads are gross medical stuff. Why are they all so graphic?!

submitted 90 days ago • 1 comment

I might finally get a hospital bed soon! Haven't been able to sleep in the regular bed in a couple months. The living room is gonna look so depressing lol

submitted 90 days ago • 0 comments

Living feels kinda pointless most of the time. All I do is sleep and throw up.

submitted 91 days ago • 1 comment

I've started dreaming about eating and not getting sick. Waking up is always such a disappointment.

submitted 93 days ago • 0 comments

🎉🎉🎉 Wooo weekend break from radiation party wooo 🎉🎉🎉 (the party will consist of naps)

submitted 99 days ago • 0 comments

I feel trapped in my body. I want my skeleton to rip its way out and run screaming off into the sunset.

submitted 102 days ago • 1 comment

How is this even legal

submitted 107 days ago • 1 comment

I'm doing radiation again next week. Best case scenario is less pain. Worst case scenario is broken vertebrae. Lord, beer me (and my spine) strength.

submitted 107 days ago • 1 comment

submitted 110 days ago • 0 comments

I threw up two different anti-nausea meds today. Cancer is fucking stupid.

submitted 114 days ago • 1 comment

God bless the fine folks at Ensure for making a product that tastes exactly the same coming up. You know your customers.

submitted 114 days ago • 0 comments

How do you talk to your cat about opioid abuse without alienating them and pushing them further into addiction? Asking for a friend.

submitted 123 days ago • 0 comments

I love when BioPlus randomly cancels my chemotherapy refills for no reason. Keeps me on my toes. Would probably make me feel alive if I weren't literally dying.

submitted 123 days ago • 1 comment

To whoever gave a whistle to the annoying kid that lives across the street: When I die, I'm taking you with me.

submitted 124 days ago • 1 comment

After a very painful wait in line at the hospital today, I decided to treat myself and ordered a cane. Now all I need is a cane worth of antifascist stickers to decorate it with.

submitted 125 days ago • 0 comments

submitted 160 days ago • 24 comments

Nazi punks fuck off for sure but I'd love for nazis who like other types of music and ones who don't like music at all to also fuck off

submitted 128 days ago • 94 comments

Crisis averted! I'm changing meds. Dedicated palliative care is pretty great.

submitted 130 days ago • 0 comments

My new palliative care doctor is awesome and even he can't get me more Morphine. I have 1 pill left. Tomorrow is gonna suck.

submitted 130 days ago • 0 comments

I got my Morphine! Only 5 1/2 days worth and had to pay out-of-pocket, but still! It's here! My pain has gone from agonizing to slightly less agonizing!

submitted 133 days ago • 0 comments

Also I watched The Apprentice over the weekend and I'm still traumatized. 15 years of thirsting after Sebastian Stan all down the drain in an instant. What a tragedy.

submitted 136 days ago • 0 comments

Love that cancer decided to take up residence next to my spine during a morphine shortage. So fun 🥰

submitted 136 days ago • 1 comment

Should I go outside? He looks friendly. I think I should go outside.

submitted 138 days ago • 0 comments

The lower left side of my back has hurt since August 2023. We thought it was a weird nerve thing because nothing has ever shown on PET scans. As of today, there's finally enough cancer there to see something. It's been in the muscle the whole time. I better get some fentanyl patches outta this bs.

submitted 138 days ago • 0 comments

submitted 150 days ago • 1 comment

I can't really do my own laundry anymore, so my spouse has been stuck with it. Thankfully, he has help.

submitted 145 days ago • 1 comment