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hydromellucida.bsky.social
they/she · not not maeve · 晴天就算不多 还不是得过 · becoming so quickly obsolete, while remaining so durable
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the strangest inflection points

i wonder what desire ever felt like

i am completely wrung out

woke up again i wish this would stop happening

i

erased

a reconfiguration

hurt, hold, hurt

breathe

i can’t say the thing

shape and shadow

completely detached from reality

autosadism

march

asymmetric

hesitating

asymmetric

pattern within pattern

impaled

face that all face shapes look like at 64px

boring, predictable, recycled

i wish i could forget you

i have lost any hope

angry

cool out

an account that just posts when i push the button

feelings manifesting physically

such a fucking idiot to think i did anything

there was a time when

if i could soft block about 3600 people i would. in the meantime i obviously can’t be trusted with that account

fuck it

as a wise woman once said, the ultimate expression of healing is indifference

kicked in the teeth, over and over

The invisible is the realest thing that is.

dashing my head against the rocks

asymmetry

interesting

it's that thing when you're with someone... and you love them and they know it... and they love you and you know it... but it's a party... and you're both talking to other people... and you're laughing and shining... and you look across the room... and catch each other's eyes... but—

your colors fall from my skin like the moon smooths out the waves so quietly they left that i didn't see them fade i don't need ink and needles to write me my excuse the body does tattoo itself with old age and abuse with lines pooled / pulled from the inside drawn from pain and reverie

what the fuck

fake it til you make it i guess

girl, are you a nicotine patch? because i cannot function without you touching my skin