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Is it bad to want to have an ed?

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How do I know if the pills are working?

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I can’t explain it, but there’s a very specific type of exhaustion that comes from doing absolutely nothing all day.

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“Do you want me to call your mom?” My mom? Why my mom? What’s she gonna do about it? Try to talk to me? Please shut up See what’s wrong? I don’t know Ask what she can do? Nothing I don’t wanna talk right now Especially not to you Just leave me alone Let me cry In peace

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I’m sorry I cried on your sweater

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I feel sick I wanna throw up I wanna sleep I wanna die It feels like my hearts beating too fast I need to do something I can’t move I can’t breathe I hate this Fuck What the hell is wrong with me

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fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck I need to get up I need to get up I need to get up omg I need to fucking get up get up get up get up get up get up get up Get Up GET UP G E T U P GET THE FUCK UP YOU FUCKING BITCH YOURE SO FUCKING USELESS YOU HAVE SHIT TO DO GET GOING YOU LAZY SHIT GET‼️ UP‼️‼️

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Poetry is just emotionally intelligent venting.

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My Mothers Tree

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…I kinda want a sugar daddy/mommy

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Is it bad to want to be in a relationship where they take care of me and tell me what to do and I don’t have to think at all?

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Just watched PsychoCuties and… um… I think I might have an unhealthy view of relationships cause I was literally envious of Ushka…

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I can’t do this I can’t do this I can’t do this I can’t go to school I’m gonna fucking cry

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Happy new years everyone! Hopefully I’m less depressed this year! 🥲

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It’s literally almost new years and just started randomly crying in the bathroom

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Well, it’s Christmas Eve, woo-hoo~ 😐 (I just had a mini mental breakdown)

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Okay, sorry, that was a lot but I’m done now, I just needed to get it all out somewhere

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I like the darkness

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I don’t believe the assessment

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Contradicting thoughts

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A little snippet of a note I wrote when I was having a really bad breakdown

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Random thoughts abt my name

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Thoughts when I had a fight with someone

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Gonna do a quick poetry/notes dump from 2024

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It’s the last school week before winter break I should be excited but I’m not I’m anxious I’m so fucking stessed About school About homework About friends About family About getting ppl gifts It isn’t supposed to feel like this It didn’t used to When did it all change?

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I feel so guilty cause I always waste my day and barely get anything done because I can’t get my stupid ass out of bed

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I think I had the shittiest, laziest Saturday ever this week. I literally stayed in bed all day and slept, and then cried because I felt like I was wasting my day, and slept and cried some more, and then finally got up and had a shower at the last minute because I had to go to a recital. Wtf

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I think I need to cry Or maybe laugh But probably cry Its easier to feel sad than happy I just want to feel something I want my emotions back

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Well that didn’t go too well… I was at least more productive than yesterday tho

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I will be productive today, I WILL be productive today

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Perfectionism to the fullest

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Any anime recommendations so that I stop crying?

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10+ overdue assignments… It keeps getting worse

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