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♱ mentally deranged 𖤐 male / varón ⸸ saw&hannibal enthusiast 𖦹 ⇢ #sawbsky / #sawsky ⇢ #hannibalbsky / #hannibalsky ⇢ #skinsbsky / #skinssky
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shitty day #subtwt #subbsky #subsky

i'm wasting my time i need a brand new start

should i redo my intro hmmmmmm

i want to run far, far away, where no one knows me i want to leave everything and everyone i know behind i want to start from scratch i want to leave i need to run

(any minor inconvenience) my brain immediately : this sucks i wanna cut myself #shsky #shbsky

quick & messy catscratches/babycuts and a few styros + styro close up (?) tried multiswiping, it was okay #shtwt #shsky #shbsky #subtwt #subsky #subbsky

er det virkelig så svært for dig at sige?

og du har stadig ikke sagt det

shrinkage bc of aftercare + more aftercare update i really did not expect this level of shrinkage in less than 2 days what kinda sad that it's gonna end up looking like a REALLY small styro, but it's worth it if that means it won't get infected i think #subtwt #subbsky #subsky #shtwt #shbsky #shsky

hey so i just did my first wide/gaping styro, it was an accident #subtwt #subbsky #subsky #shtwt #shbsky #shsky

i'm fine yall ❤️ yay ❤️

i was thinking that maybe i should, like, repost this or something cause my algorithm is dead DEAD, but ig that's just what this app's like(? specially in the sub side

you can't fucking leave me you can't just fucking abandon me, not you i won't let you

you have to fucking swear you won't leave me

please don't leave me please don't abandon me please don't leave me please don't abandon me please don't leave me please don't abandon me please don't leave me please don't abandon me please don't leave me please don't abandon me please don't leave me please don't abandon me

i don't want him to abandon me

please don't leave me please don't abandon me please, just stay here please, just stay with me say i'm the only one, forever you have to swear it if you don't, i'll have to leave you first

why is this app so dead like am i just not interacting w the right ppl or what

cut -> smoke -> masturbate real nice

post-relapse

hey so. what am i supposed to do if the inside of the leg parts of my pijama pants currently look like this. all bc of some lil styros WHY WONT THEY STOP BLEEDING ALREADY

small relapse some catscratches and some bitchass styros that just wouldn't stop bleeding #shtwt #shbsky #shsky #subtwt #subbsky #subsky

anyway i might relapse soon.. looking forward to it rlly, just out of boredom wtv being clean for THIS long just feels wrong

i mightttttt have forgotten i have this app........ whoops

ik i'm supposed to discuss triggers w ppl who are important to me so that they avoid triggering me but i hate feeling vulnerable. i'd rather ghost them every time they trigger a split episode in me than having to explain exactly what triggered me and why

oh my godddddddd shut the FUCK UP i don't care i don't care just shut up

mkay so what am i supposed to do if i'm in the middle of a splitting episode

seriously how come i can switch from feeling like i'm over the moon and as if life can actually be beautiful - to feeling like i'm completely hopeless, like nobody actually understands me, and like i hate & abhor everyone i adored just a few hours ago

fucking disorganized attachment style you ruin my life

currently going insane and thinking about ghosting everyone i know. hmhmhmh

wish me luck yall pls pls pls

VRHEGRGEJFAHSFAHAGSGAAAAAAA currently going insane probably

will it be?

fhehrgehgrhegr satan give me strength

the duality of humanity is having condoms, razor blades, rolling paper and cigarettes all in the same drawer