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52. Taken, sometimes flirting - but SERIOUSLY shy. Sleepy, sweet, subby, supportive, sometimes sad. Lewds, audhd, and anxiety. Awkward as fuck. I take pretty pictures. https://linktr.ee/invisibleskye
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Some nights are hard. It's so quiet. I've never been alone like this before... except when I was driving cross country last year. But overall, I'm just taking time to heal and recognize that I'm actually pretty ok. Change is hard but that doesn't mean it's wrong.

There is peace and freedom in cleaning the kitchen and knowing that I will come down tomorrow and it will still be clean.

It's snowing in my tiny piece of the world. We don't get this too often and I love it... the way the world shuts down is lovely. My dog just likes eating the snow.

I miss you and I hate that I don't have the spoons to talk right now. I'm trying.

Not exactly but... Kinda. iseej.github.io/LovePawsona/ Rawr?

Time to learn something newbies 🍑👋🏾 ~MD

Today I'm taking a hot bath in the afternoon with new lemon bubble stuff. And there is no one making me feel guilty or lazy for taking care of myself. And that is lovely.

What if you take that chance and it works out What if you don't regret any of this What if you're not alone forever What if you're not only enough but the perfect amount What if changing the narrative changed your entire perspective What if it all goes right

Today the book that contains the last 26...27...years of my life closes. A new book is starting and I am simultaneously nervous and scared and nostalgic and sad and excited. Now it's time for MY book and for the first time I'm the one deciding where the story goes next. It's kinda scary.

One. More. Sleep. I can do this. One more day. 24 hours. *just breathe*

I bought these at the store today. I don't know if they're any good but I miss the south and banana pudding and peach cobbler. And they're ice cream so that's a great start.

Very very very high anxiety day. Oh yay. Kill me now.

#TittyTuesday #LookItsMyTitsAgain #SquishySquish #FuckItAll #DinoGang

Post your favorite Doctor Who (wrong answers only)

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Finished! #StarryNightLego

What I did with my evening... #DorkyGirl #StarryNightLego

Sometimes she just wants be held, head rubbed, thighs caressed, and back tickled. Physical touch is also reassurance for her.

Saturday night boobs because other people did it so I can too. Well, cleavage. Not really boobs. Also bad light because it's dark in here. #WTFever. #SquishySquish #LookItsMyTitsAgain #yawn #SoftSaturday #MessyHairDontCare

poomang.com/en/restylane Seems fitting. 💜

I am ok, just exhausted. But alive, alert, awake... if not enthusiastic. Also kinda staying off social media right now while my life settles into its new normal.

I did not sleep. My knee is flaring up from way overdoing it this last couple of weeks and I am hurting and cranky. And I need to people all day today since all the adult kids are home and we're doing Xmas. *deep breaths*

I got the results on my holter monitor this week and found out my palpitations are just harmless pvc's and my heart looks just fine. Most of what I've been feeling is anxiety and it's good to be able to effectively differentiate between bad stuff and normal stuff. Whew.

Manicure. Check. Pedicure. Check. Last PT session. Check. Next... Buy ice cream followed by a bath, washing my hair, and curling it. Probably some more crying in the middle of all that. Not a horrible day altogether.

Today is a "can't stop crying""everyone hates me" "I'm a failure" "I will always be alone" "I'm never getting hugged again" kinda day... featuring copious amounts of ugly crying. I'm ready for today to be over now. K thx bye.

Enter the year you turned 10 into the gif bar and see what was popular back then. *sigh* I'm old.

No more heart monitor. I took a long bath and I'm left with that lovely circles that look like and octopus got me. I'm kinda allergic to adhesive so I'm surprised it's not way worse.