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isillie.bsky.social
she/her • 30-something • cat lady • video game enjoyer • invisible illness warrior • neurodivergent AF
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WHY did I think today of all days was a good day to start The Maid on Netflix. This shit is so... UGH

Hmm. My psych appointment today felt really fucking weird. Not good weird, not overtly bad weird, but very very WEIRD. Gonna keep an eye on that.

I want to find a new farming sim style game to lock in on. I'm currently trying Traveler's Rest and it's not hitting. Any suggestions? I've played Stardew 100000 times, Lumia Island, Harvest Moon. I want an indie game or small studio as well.

The promise of AI efficiency should always be followed up with “efficient for whom?” Considering that illustrators are more efficient than ever and yet wages have not increased in 80 years.

Ahhh I think my visit went really well, I did immediately think of like 5 other things as soon as it was over but I messaged them to her (thank GOD this place is modern and has a sick messaging system)

I do my full therapy intake today, she mentioned that she does offer diagnosis but since I'm already diagnosed with both anxiety & depression, idk if either of those will change.

If someone knocks on my door I’ll be shaking for the next 45 minutes at least.

Decided to go to the next episode and it's THE episode. It's fucking awful man. I know it's just a show, it's scripted, but it does really show how fucking bleak our country is

Man I am really trying to finish The Pitt but I know what big event is about to happen and idk if I can handle that 🫠 the whole show is really fucking traumatic. It's well done but it's A LOT.

Allow me to address the elephant in the room: The decades-long outsourcing of domestic manufacturing to China was not an insidious Chinese conspiracy for dominance but the greedy strategy of the American ruling class to explode its profit margins by exploiting global inequality.

“History doesn’t repeat itself, but it often rhymes” – Mark Twain

Finally watching The Pitt and crying every episode WOOOOO

Absolutely terrified to have my therapy consult in half an hour 🫠

Eeeeee I have a consult with a therapist tomorrow and I'm so excited and scared

mr. spock💫

Vulcans love their colorful robes, patterns, and jewelry - Spock is a goth outlier and should not be counted

It’s me ✨

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I think I found a therapist group that accepts my insurance! I might be able to schedule a consult as soon as tomorrow 🥹

And now my other, more ongoing problem has hit a spot that has me terrified. GOD today has been a lot! That coffee was so fucking needed.

Trying to find a therapist while on MediCal is proving to be a horrific experience. Wooo.

Kinda WILD to see a city employee just casually walking out of a gun shop just now... girl you're on the clock? Maybe let's not.

Might go grab an iced coffee and sit in the car and enjoy the weather

I'm back home in bed and I'm really proud of myself cause I did it! I advocated for myself, I made it very clear I know my body and I am confident it's the new medication giving me issues. He listened and we are stopping it 🥹 Might nap as a reward (and cause it's all I can do lately)

THANKFULLY I got my bloodwork back and it's all NORMAL! So I can really have some extra ammo to say "hey! It's the MEDICATION! Please take me off it!"

5th day in a row with some kind of awful anxious dream. I'm not fucking doing this, I see my psychiatrist today and I need to demand a change and stand up for myself

Part of me wants to try streaming again but there are zero games holding my interest and also I just get so discouraged streaming. But like... I wanna talk to people. That's really why I wanna do it 🫠 just wanna have people to talk to so I'm not lonely all the time

Ahem.... AAAAAAARRRGGGHHHHHH. Ok, carry on.

Uh oh! She's feeling bitchy on discord! 😋

Me: I hate the Democrats and genocidal war criminals like Joe Biden who sell the public out for corporate profits and will never deliver universal healthcare or protect public health or tax these evil billionaires. People on Bluesky: Oh so you’re a Trump supporting REPUBLICAN?!

If you think an autistic person is "dense" because they asked you clarifying questions, I hate to break it to you, but they needed to ask follow up questions because you didn't explain yourself well enough. Not because they have comprehension issues. Hope that helps 🙃

So now I'm having anxious stress dreams, GREAT.

"writing" with generative AI is so confusing to me because like... you wouldn't become a scuba driver if you hate the water. if you don't like to write, why is it so important to be a writer?

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Haven't gotten out of bed since I got back this morning. I'm so fucking drained all the time. I'm really curious if the bloodwork gives a reason but frankly I doubt it will

Gotta get more bloodwork today cause my psychiatrist is worried about how exhausted I've been. Definitely just gonna sleep more when I get home. I am drained.

Doing my best, one day at a time 🌱