Profile avatar
ivytheartist.bsky.social
Gamer, goff, artist. She/Her. Engaged to StrakerThings ♥️ COMMISSIONS OPEN https://ko-fi.com/ivytheartist CHECK OUT MY ETSY https://www.etsy.com/shop/sazdzart
279 posts 78 followers 61 following
Prolific Poster
Conversation Starter

First community night went incredibly well. Thanks to everyone for joining!

Just bringing this back around again, Gondor calls for aid! We are already nearing the end of Feb and I need to get more planning in motion, any help is greatly appreciated 👍🏻

I'm the level of autistic where I can just visualise my disdain in the form of 🧑‍🤝‍🧑➖➖ tbh

A good friend is conducting research for her degree. If you've got the time and don't mind, please consider helping out by filling in her questionnaire. No pressure, though 🙏 openss.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_...

Lil papi my beloved 😭 I love pose sm

This Sunday I'm hoping to do a few hours of an art stream before straker goes live at 8pm, so if all goes to plan, I'm hoping to start around 5pm. Will be painting some plaster casts since they're all completely dry now. I'll keep yous all posted either way ✨

Gaga pls Im struggling here you're too cvnty for me to draw 🥲

Finally got around to watching Pose and I love it, crying at the first episode already 🥲

Just bringing this back around again, Gondor calls for aid! We are already nearing the end of Feb and I need to get more planning in motion, any help is greatly appreciated 👍🏻

Therapy rocks! Actually, it doesn't. Therapy is fucking hard. It opens up some very painful pits BUT, you know what? Once you've done that a few times you start to realise that exposure to that hurtful pit does help in the long term. Never be ashamed to seek professional help if you're struggling.

I'm at the "crying at every single thing no matter what it is" stage. Today I almost cried over not being able to open a lotion bottle and also a cute little bird when I was at the shop.

I'm quite upset with how easily I'm getting pissed off at the most basic things. Because I've been on meds for 13 years and life has changed massively, I don't know whether it's the withdrawals or it's just "me" and it's daunting. I don't want my loved ones to think I'm a cunt 😞

Today is somewhat better, four job applications put in (I am not hopeful atp but Im trying anyway). Been so unwell mentally and physically for the past two days and I don't think anyone really realises the full scope of how hard it is coming off my antidepressants after 13+ years. But we move!

Had a wonderful night celebrating our anniversary just chilling with good food and a movie. Suddenly I am now stricken with intense pain around my neck and ear and no amount of painkillers are helping at all. Gg 🥲

It's mine and @strakerplays.bsky.social 11 year anniversary today! Mental how it's been that long already, time flies when you're so in love eh 😘💕 love you sm honey bun 💖

If you like Rust and I know you, then look at this! discord.gg/fgM55ynS2K I'm having a go at running a little server, just a community one for now; allowlisted and limited to GOOD PEOPLE ONLY. Head over to the Discord and get the application filled out if you want to give it a go 😊

It's been 9 months and I still haven't actually had my referral sent to a right to choose provider via my GP for ADHD yet. My god. That backlog most be hefty, so I'm not even on an actual waiting list yet, sigh.

Happy valentine's to everyone, even if you don't celebrate and don't have a significant other! May you feel the love today, every day and always 💖

I fear I've just stepped into mental breakdown hair disaster territory.

I'm in two minds as to whether I want to try and give this a refresh or whether I just want to spend £20 and get canvas roll & start something new. I've just hated it every time I look at it (hence why mum had it for a long time) maybe the lack of a finishing varnish is what made it so meh. 🤔

Stream will be an hour earlier today at 7pm GMT as I'm being joined for some 2v8 with @optimaltrog.bsky.social ! We can look at running survivor lobbies thereafter. See you all there!

Gave my Etsy another little face lift ✨ www.etsy.com/uk/shop/Sazd...

Lord almighty I hate today already. Get me home and in my safe space.

If you do, we are allowed to judge

The thing about masks is. People always see what's underneath eventually.... Be unashamedly yourself, always. Only by doing so can you continue to grow.

Obviously nothing is set in stone yet, and there's a few months planning to still as it would be in May but I'm putting out a call for anyone who would like to help support me by doing some streams to help me raise money for Stroke Association and RNIB. More information in the thread below:

It's weird feeling vindicated and "seen" after decades of hurt, but at the same time I'm sad that it took certain situations for it to happen.

Mass protest outside the US Treasury Department in DC to stop oligarch neo-Nazi Elon Musk’s coup attempt. Thousands are calling for Musk's arrest. (📷 @Roots_Action) #3E #USprotests #DOGE

It's a "everyone leave me the fuck alone I'm listening to rite here rite now soundtrack live at the forum" kind of afternoon 😌✨

This.

Oh lady gaga is so back, this is artpop and born this ways love child and I'm so here for it.