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How long until big stationary uses lobbyists to make sending and receiving pictures through text a micro transaction

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Someone wore perfume that smelled of that past, it was a nice reminder

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I’ve lost every single person that I once held dearly, so I can’t really be convinced otherwise I might not do it myself, but I guess let me be clear that I don’t think I should be kept alive. I’m worthless since over a year.

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It’s tough because I believe and have been telling myself that I am God’s one mistake That’s not really something that can be reconciled

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The challenge here is that I didn’t expect to be alive this long while not realizing that I’ve never wanted to be alive. But I’m far too cowardly to do what likely needs to be done. I’m in anguish knowing my existence is suffering for others and my ending would also lead to suffering for some.

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My world has crumbled around me and I just have to make a new one instead of dying It’s an odd space to be in. Life is always this way, but it feels like it shouldn’t be I’m supposed to treat this as a privilege to exist, while at the same time not believing I’m hell incarnate Could I know peace?

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Tamales at 2am, a really special experience

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I hope that y’all are okay… I wish I could be an anchor

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You used to tell me you were going to take me with you – I don’t think I’ll ever go there now I guess that’s good for us both Why am I even mentioning it. Too much time has already passed.

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I’ll never have been good enough, but I can learn to accept what I am good for

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I’m in agonizing pain

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I’m haunted in my dreams and mocked by versions of you and yours that I make up in my sorrow filled subconscious Will I ever know peace? Can I continue knowing that I will never escape all the burdens of guilt and shame? I’m not worth my space

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I am sad, but I want to get better

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Got no idea how bad I don’t want to wake up

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I wish tonight was it🫡

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In addition to mulling over suicide I did get to explain to the bartenders and waiter of a restaurant the difference between Wiki feet and feetfinder, it’s all about balance

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This is my BlueSky lmao

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How many pieces am I allowed to write about suicidal ideation

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Today has been mostly chill, but I did get another book recommendation so I can keep in touch with reality. So like, I’m still fucked up I guess lmao Someone put a hit out on me so I don’t have to heal instead🙏🏽🫡

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I can’t cry so I resort to guttural screams in an empty tomb of a house

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Yes, he’s a genius, once in a generation talent, but can we also talk about how fucking good this man looks in glasses

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Being sad isn’t enough, I need to die a horrible death

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Takes one picture and I crumble… I am too fragile for this existence

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hey, so just confirming that i’m in trouble and everyone is mad at me?

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I’m thinking we would’ve all been better off if I completed my journey in 2016

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The will to live is not willing this week

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There is a certain grief of mourning a future you thought you'd have. For mourning a world you thought would exist. Especially when you weren't expecting much in the first place, just simply hoping for the opportunity.

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It feels like only my world stopped spinning today… that’s selfish af of course, but damn

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Get back to the city and start reaching for my off switch

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Happy Friday, have a lil laugh courtesy of me

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My horny ass could not have her clean my apartment

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I’ve felt nearly every person who I was closest to over the last near decade pull away from me — it’s tough to find peace with their absence and not hold it against anyone just because my feelings are hurt

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Been thinking… Definitely need a cloak

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Now wtf am I supposed to do? I’m not gonna use reels

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Switch 2, huh? Why don’t you “switch to” having long lasting friendships with people who will love and cherish your company and the memories you make together? Nerd.

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And if it’s possible to love someone through every high and low why wasn’t I worth it?

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What’s crazy is that I feel bitch made for talking about how depressed I am. Like a real attention seeker, and like I’m too old to be online like this. It’s embarrassing as hell, but what other option is there? Only an hour with a therapist a week and what do I do with every other moment?

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The scientific method served humanity well for hundreds of years but it was rendered obsolete in 2013 with the discovery of Vibes

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Will I understand the plot of Nosferatu if I haven't seen Nosferaone?

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Midwestern grandma asking me about my Tyler, The Creator CHROMAKOPIA shirt and then telling me she’s got no idea about him, but her 12yo grandson probably does so just hold on so she can ask him (he did in fact know lmao) #CHROMAKOPIA

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The anguish of not being yours is certainly as powerful as death, & I wouldn’t say that without having faced ideas of both. Why do I have to feel this aching? When will it end? I know I sound so foolish right now, but I’m fine to be a fool in everyone’s eyes today. All days, forever, potentially.

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Started meds yesterday on a dead date of significance - see the person it’s connected to today Couldn’t have written it better

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Faded in a bar alone for the first time. Could easily see how this becomes a bad thing lmao.

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Time is cruel and beautiful the way it doesn’t stop

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Random, but one of my cousins tried to “you got soft hands, brother” me at thanksgiving and uh yeah I’d rather have soft hands I think😂

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