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josefpernica.bsky.social
a dumb ape in a world of dumb apes a log in the waves mostly music posting
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the only thing that's left is us so pardon the silence

but you stand there so nice, in your blizzard of ice please let me come into your storm

Try as I may I'm still fighting for you In my sad, little rock-throwing way You were born to hold My cannonball brain Like the Lord holds the moon Try as I may I never did seduce the wall With my spinning and my swinging spineless ways Try as I may To love what fits in my hand I don't, I don't

and all I do is kiss you, through the bars of a rhyme

sorry for posting during my low moments. i like that no one sees these posts so i can say whatever i want. it"s basically identical to a diary. i can only hope all of my followers are bots and nobody is seeing these lmao o o oo o o

i think i(d be a good boyfriend. i'd try

it feels like my friends have been so mean to me lately. i don't really know what i'm doing wrong. in my mind i've been treating them the same as ever. with every friend group i've had i felt like the punching bag. in some rarely, in some often, but it happed every time. am i just too sensitive?

will you come back again? we can convene, make it forever

love the cognitive dissonance happening here. the instruments accomplish one of the best crescendos i've ever heard - ever, but during that the guy is literally singing about cumming himself to Charli XCX in his sleep. best band ever. listen to this record if u haven't youtu.be/uOnjuIb1TWY?...

hobbies include: >going over 45 on an empty highway >giving the dog table scraps without mom noticing >losing the lighter >getting nihilistic after fourth beer

why does it feel like everyone has someone to talk to except me these days? i'm currently not in school, i'm not employed and i spend my days abusing weed, ADHD medication and playing Dark Souls. any time i want to hit up someone i figure they'd rather hang out with someone other than me

unironically purchased a pair of $150 red lens sunglasses only because of Rick Rubin. i can only hope i'll slay as hard wearing them as he does now!

this song made me cry while driving through a snowstorm in the middle of the night. god damn you, phoebe bridgers. I COULD'VE CRASHED !! youtu.be/rlura6D_9qs?...

currently missing my friends. i've been so lonely since everyone went to college. we talk a lot still, since i don't really have any other friends, but it feels like we don't even know each other anymore. i wish i could meet someone and know them instantly, you know? if only i was born right

struggling to find joy in life lately. all i can hope for is for me to get better but it's been like three months. winter always does this to me why do i never prepare for this shit

it's so fucked you only get one chance with that one person in your life, and sometimes, it just doesn't work out. where's the meaning in that?

In these dreams it's always you: the boy in the sweatshirt, the boy on the bridge, the boy who always keeps me from jumping off the bridge. Oh, the things we invent when we are scared and want to be rescued.

the atom is an empty vase, a vehicle to know embrace the only place that matters is by your side

-Beck (1994)

While you try to find The lines to speak your mind And pry it open, hoping for an encore And if it gets too late, for me to wait For you to find you love me, and tell me so It's okay, don't need to say it

We all know what we know, it's a hard swath to mow When you think like a hermit you forget what you know ...And you're always on my mind youtu.be/M6nViWOzFzc?...

"I wish we'd never met, then met today" -Scott Hutchison

nice to find a platform that isn't a raging racist incel cesspool for once