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julietxhappycloud.bsky.social
32 // XXX // Trans Non-Binary ⚧️ // They/She // 🏴 // 🔞 MDNI If found please euthanize
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I’ve had some good conversations with a few people and I think I’m feeling okay. I don’t think I’ll be good for a long time. But I think I’m okay right now.

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I hope the laser hair removal helps with my confidence. I’m excited!!

submitted 7 hours ago • 1 comment

Got my laser consultation scheduled for tomorrow

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Buckle up bitch it’s about to get way worse

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Beauty is only skin deep, it’s what’s dead on the inside that counts.

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posts are stored in the balls

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The heart is a monument to a childhood of abuse

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:3c

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I wonder how many other people I’m going to crash out on. I must really hate myself. I have no control over my emotions and I’m going to let it destroy every good relationship I have left and fuck everything up entirely because I don’t care about anything anymore.

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First day back at work and I have to train someone. I just want to fucking do my job and go home.

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I am SO tired of having my transness segmented between different parts of my life. The day when I can live fully as myself in every single part of my life cannot come soon enough

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I guess I mean I want to have the motivation to find love. I’m so afraid of it right now.

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I don’t want to die. I want to find love and hope again. I’m just in the dark about where to find it. There’s an exit, I just can’t see it. I’m frantically running my hands along the wall searching for the light switch to see the way out but I can’t find it yet.

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I just want one last text saying goodbye…it hurts so bad

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That was a little too much. Sorry to anyone who read those.

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My mirror: You look cute My camera: What's up, Shrek

submitted 3 days ago • 28 comments

This went pretty well. My entire core hurts. Planks fucking suck it’s one of the only things I have to force myself to do.

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I’m gonna try a new a workout routine thing I found. The only good that came out of this is finding a healthy alternative to self harm. Fuck yeah.

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I’m trying so hard but my posture still sucks 😢

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Not oc

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Thank you all for being my public diary that I can overshare to ❤️

submitted 3 days ago • 0 comments

I keep saying stuff like this but I also crave sexual attention. I think it’s just that intimacy is way more important to me than sex. I don’t know. My emotions are all over the place.

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Fuck it I’m going to the gym it’s been three days and my body isn’t in enough pain

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I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: at least I have boobs now. So that’s pretty cool. Please someone come grab them. They are very cute and they’re perfect little handfuls.

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I don’t know if I want to fall in love again. This feeling isn’t worth it. That’s so scary to me because no matter what I’ve always found a way to pick myself back up and look for love again. I’ve always lived for love and I’ve loved being in love but now I associate it with pain.

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It's annoying not being able to be alone. I just want to clean my room but I have to have someone around me or I start to dissociate or have a panic attack. I hope I get better soon.

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This has all of my favorite things in it. A cell phone. The 90s. A woman. Very cool picture 10/10

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My brain has always found ways to comfort itself when things get too hard. It's interesting to see the lengths it goes to to keep me alive.

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*gun in my mouth* I’ve been good. How have you been

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At the show last night my friend Adam put his arm around my waist and I almost cried. I am so very touch starved.

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