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bed + ednos, sh + venting h 5'0 cw 136 sw 187 lw 125 gw 91 24 he/she afab audhd kysdydy – edtwt [ SHEDSKY! ⚠️ DNI —18, GORESKY, NON-ED ]
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raise your hand if you wish you could have no body at all and just exist as an invisible force who makes its presence known by vibes #caterpillarsky #edsky

eating a snack bag of takis at work n making my tummy hurt. hopefully i shit good later 👍

Sometimes I think about him cutting me, and I wish he would but like i can’t just ask him that 😔 #shtwt #shsky

now that im home i can get back to my lil daily workouts too and that should help me get back on track 🙏

binged a bit today on peanut m&ms at work ughh. nd some starburst n cake last night when i got home lol thats why my weight is going up again. gotta get it back under control. no stress....

i was 137.6 lbs this morn 👎👎👎

bruhhh i got to work at 10 and my shift was supposed to be 10-7 but now its snowing harder than expected & ppl are calling out and now im gonna be 10-9:30 or 10 i think ????? and i have to take a 3 hr lunch at 4 💀

alrighty, on the flight getting ready to takeoff for back homeee. my SIL sent me with a bag of chicken birria & a gingerbread cookie, and i have a water for my flight 👍

just had a chicken fajita, chips n salsa verde, & some lemon salad

And what about it? 💅🏼 #edtwt #caterpillarsky #edsky

first thing i'm eating today is some of my moms sweet potato soufflé 👍 my brother & his wife are making birria for dinner and making chicken for me since i dont want to eat beef :')

i barely got any steps yesterday ☹️ and i probably wont get many today either, unless i pace around the airport while waiting for boarding.... hmm. idk

also i was 135.5 lbs when i got home

ok but i'm not no one's fan, either.... its a mutual or i'm blocking ur selfish ass, sorry.....

wedding outfit. like it but i still look too bigggg & i hate my arms. also the watch will come off

i HAVE to obsess over the numbers or NOTHING will change

135.7 this morning first thing, then 136.0 after i drank diet cranberry juice n felt super full, now i have to poop so we'll see if that changes anything after my shower lol

I'm so tired I just wanna be skinny now

actual need. take me away

hey so hypothetically how would someone start taking t without anyone knowing..... like... i dont want anyoneeee to be aware. that i'm starting it. and i just want to slowly start changing. and then i can stop when im comfortable w myself. but also dont listen to me im going mental rn. grain of rice

lowkey considering rummaging thru cabinets to see if anything here can give me a Desired Effect... i just want to be spacey and. not sober. im so frustrated i dont know what to do. the only thought other than this is "go into the garage n get a rzr blade" & i CANT do that after what i already did..

i wish i was high as fuck rn :))))) ugh