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♡ lamb ♡ she/her ♡ 21 ♡ i only fb 18+! ♡ dni anti-recovery & fatphobes ♡ an-r ♡ 5’10 ♡ lw 111.4 lb ♡ cw 126.2 lb ♡ bmi 18.1 ♡
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IT’S OVER!!! 🧎‍♀️‍➡️ #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 23 days ago • 2 comments

it’s been. 10 DAYS SINCE LAST BOWEL MOVEMENT 😃 how demure 😇 #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 23 days ago • 2 comments

ngl i feel rly bad when somehow normalsky comes on my edsky feed complaining abt edsky 🥲 i hope they don’t see us as much as we see them. i also hate feeling like im corrupting a space, i just need somewhere to talk without judgement 😕 #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 23 days ago • 1 comment

today i ate a snack that’s nearly the same amt of calories as my dinner so i decided skip dinner b/c i do not need the calories. im gonna be drinking with friends and i didn’t rly think of that when i had the after lunch snack instead of dinner 😇 wish me luck moots 😵‍💫 #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 23 days ago • 0 comments

day 9 of no bowel movements ama 😃 #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 24 days ago • 0 comments

moving into day 8 since last bowel movement. im gonna be so much lighter afterrrr 😣 #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 25 days ago • 1 comment

good morning 😁 i’ve not had a bowel movement in a week again despite taking laxatives 2 nights in a row (at doctors orders!) not sure where the weight is going but im gonna be so skinny when i finally have a functional digestive system 🥹 #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 26 days ago • 0 comments

why can’t i have the “pretty anorexia” where u just become skinny and have brain fog and are always hungry and get faint when u stand up again this last relapse it’s been nearly fainting on the toilet, urgent care, chronic constipation, and FUCKING HEMORRHOIDS 😭 #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 27 days ago • 1 comment

my doctor thinks i have constipation-induced hemorrhoids. move over sal, i truly am tonight’s big loser 😓💔 #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 27 days ago • 1 comment

#1 reason my anorexia makes me a terrible roommate: IM SO FUCKING COLD im under 2 blankets wearing 2 layers and a robe and i still need the thermostat at 78 and im STILL freezing 🥲 #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 27 days ago • 0 comments

♡ april weight loss thread ♡

submitted 27 days ago • 1 comment

“im shitting blood” is the wildest april fools joke that i am SO going to make next year if the aforementioned shitting blood doesn’t either stop it from being a joke or stop me from making it that far 💫

submitted 27 days ago • 1 comment

so i haven’t had a bowel movement since 5 days ago, before then going a full week, taking laxatives 4 days in a row ultimately needing to go to urgent care 🤪 good news is i just had one, bad news is that it’s literally just blood. is that a concern? 😇 #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 27 days ago • 2 comments

hii everyone!!! my name is maddy, not new to ed spaces ⋆˙⟡ EDNOS, CPTSD, GAD, BPD ⋆˙⟡5’10 ⋆˙⟡hw 220lbs cw 150 lbs lw 138 lbs gw 120 lbs ⋆˙⟡ i’m 26, MDNI pls!!! ⋆˙⟡hit me up if ya wanna b moots!

submitted 27 days ago • 1 comment

one of my professors gave out stickers that just said “ed” in white text on purple background and i picked 2 up, what should i do with them 🤭 #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 28 days ago • 0 comments

i like having a thigh gap but im just praying for the day when my thighs don’t fucking jiggle anymore 😣 makes me CRAZY!!!

submitted 31 days ago • 0 comments

what if i semi recovered into a wonderful borderline-orthorexic era where i didn’t have to take laxatives up the ass that make me nearly faint and have to rush to urgent care, but i could be skinny, fit, have control over my body, and have energy. thoughts??? 😇🖤🐑 #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 32 days ago • 3 comments

it’s SO fucking joever never coming jack from this i’m bidone 💔 #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 33 days ago • 0 comments

it would be way too tmi to say why but. WE LIVE IN NIGHTMARE WORLD worst timeline like i’m actually going through hell 😭 i just want to be back to the times before this happened

submitted 33 days ago • 0 comments

i felt bad abt eating half my daily calories (400) this morning for breakfast, but i just went through 2 hrs of defense contractor propaganda required for graduation and i’ve been waiting to get a drug test for an hour. i’d have bitten someone’s head off if not 😭 #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 35 days ago • 0 comments

im going to go CRAZY i’ve been strict 800 calories but started bloating and haven’t had a bowel movement in too long and i took senna last night and it did NOTHING 👹 not posting weight update until i have a bowel movement im going to kms #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 35 days ago • 0 comments

i’ve been disordered for too long to not have had a cucumber era tbh maybe i need to get on it 🤔 #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 36 days ago • 2 comments

honeymoons don’t hit the same after having enough relapse/recovery cycles. i wish i could go back to the ignorance “oh i just happen to be getting skinny by not eating and restricting calories i guess i’ll casually continue 😇” phase when food wasn’t life 😵‍💫 #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 36 days ago • 1 comment