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lavenderg.bsky.social
22, She/They, Autistic Genderflux Furry
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I got an RX 9070 on launch day, literally drove all the way from where I'm at in Maine to the nearest Micro Center (which is in Cambridge, Massachusetts btw) they'd run out of XTs by the time I got there but I figured fuck it a standard is still way better than what I've got now and I was SO RIGHT

My life's been hectic for these past few days but I finally feel like it's not all bad, things are looking up finally

I'm definitely getting more into rhythm games, recently started playing ADOFAI and osu! and I'm really enjoying both

Just a heads up, moving forward I will only be active on here, YouTube and Twitch, my Twitter's been dead for a while and now I'm abandoning my Tumblr cause well to be blunt, my ex was the only reason I used Tumblr anyhow and since that's over I no longer feel any need to use Tumblr for her sake

Promise you’ll never forget. 🩵🤍🩷 ✄ #furryart #pokemon #sylveon #trans #transrights - - -

Battery in my old Dell Precision I was using as a gaming laptop shit the bed so I picked up a really cheap HP Victus gaming laptop and I mean for what I paid for it the specs are pretty good, except for the RAM, which seems to be a common theme with budget laptops, thankfully it's slotted ram

Guess who broke her right Index controller playing beat saber in VRChat? (It was me)

We don’t need your permission for Pride. You can’t erase us. Queer self love is a radical act.

I've been single for 4 days and sick for 3, I just want the pain to end...

The world seems to love kicking me when I'm down, I got broken up with Tuesday morning and am not doing well because of that then Wednesday what thought was just allergies developed into something more serious (either a really bad cold or the flu) and also I think one of my friends is ghosting me

I love Arctic's eBay store, got a 280mm AIO for 83 bucks with a freaking warranty just cause it has a couple bent fins, actually legendary, I love Arctic

Went ahead and got a bit of a CPU upgrade cause I was getting severe stuttering issues while streaming Beat Saber while using LIV, ended up having to replace my case too because I had to upgrade my CPU cooler and the new one didn't fit in my old H5 Flow, but hopefully no more stuttering

I'm hurting so badly right now, all I try to do to fix it just makes it worse, I need therapy but I can't afford it, I tried having a support network but that ended up biting me in the worst way when I had a full scale breakdown a few weeks ago and since nobody was available to help it just worsened

Extra Sensory 2 Encore was insane, I didn't know about the original event until it had already passed so I'm so happy I was able to be there for encore, the maps were absolutely fantastic and I'm really excited about what this is gonna mean for the future of Beat Saber mod charts!

Well I got everything set up, i'm going back to FCL this year so that's another thing to look forward to, made sure to get my PTO approved and registration done way early

Sorry about all my recent posts, I'm doing really poorly right now mentally and have nobody to talk to about it most of the day cause the only two people left in my support network are only available later in the day so I've been venting on my socials which ik I shouldn't do

Genuinely thinking of deleting all my socials

I'm taking a break from some other aspects of my life and part of me is thinking I should take that opportunity to make more content but at the same time I have absolutely no fucking idea what I should make videos about idk why I bother trying to make videos at this point

I was serious about having 6 ThinkPads by the way, from left to right 380D, T43, T500, T520, T460s, 755C. The T460s is off because it is currently missing a Wi-Fi card (have a new one on the way) and the 755C is off because I actually do not own a charger for it and the chargers are really expensive

I got another ThinkPad... This is number 6

I may have gone on another gumroad shopping spree, totally worth though, the new clothing fucks and she looks so much better with the hair

My autism has decided Circles by Pierce The Veil is gonna be on repeat for the next week

I've been kinda realizing lately I don't actually use my laptop for much aside from really basic things like web browsing and watching videos, and maybe occasionally using discord, so I decided to just start using a 16 year old laptop that I upgraded and put linux on and yeah, it's doing just fine

Goodbye RTX 4060, hello RX 7700 XT, I finally have more than 8GB of VRAM so maybe I'll stop getting low VRAM warnings from OVR Toolkit while playing VRChat now

I'm fully done with twitter now, I've gone ahead and uninstalled it from my phone, I refuse to use a social media platform owned by elon anymore and I should have done this much sooner

The intrusive thoughts are strong this morning but I refuse to go down easily, if I end it that's just giving the right what it wants, besides, I know what I'm fighting for, not just myself but the countless other queer folks out there, I can't just give up on myself, or anyone

Things may look bleak but we can keep fighting, we HAVE to keep fighting, please don't let this crush you, we can survive this with the support of others

Yesterday was easily one of the most fun Sundays I've had in months, played fortnite with friends almost all day then capped it off by buying webfishing and playing for almost an hour before bed (it's peak)

My ass is not cooking today, I did not get enough sleep and the cover I'm working on is sounding like shit

Wanted to try doing a little guitar recording but don't have any room in front of my amp for my mic... I improvised

I cannot find a free DAW I agree with on windows so I found a good deal on a used 15" rMBP to use specifically for music, but until that arrives it looks like I'm going back to my Mac Pro

Woke up not once but twice last night from dreams that I had been late to work for some reason or another, I am way too stressed out for this crap

Switching back to windows is going fine all aside from one thing, I miss the simplicity of GarageBand :(

Howdy there, I am still alive just mostly on Tumblr these days, anyways here is a picture of my cat

Im going to my first furry convention this weekend (starting tomorrow) and could use some pointers aside from the obvious shower+wear deodorant, trust me i will do those things, im just really nervous