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I’ve never been wanted anywhere
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someone take me away from getting baldur's gate 3 like a little kitten held by its scruff because I want it but also a new game right now would boggle my mind

Sure why not

everyone's struggle is valid and they're allowed to feel and express their feelings no matter what except from me who should actually just shut the fuck up about it for once and give everyone a break, I mean jesus christ.

If any of my moots talk to me even 1 (one) time, we are friends in my head. Tell me anything, I love you

I feel like a ghost haunting my own life

Secretly obsessed with Secret Lives of Mormon Wives

My turn to go to Europe when?

Did I do this instead of getting ready for work? No one will ever know!

Why did I agree to work a shift on my only day off this week? Why would I do that to myself?

I’m not a confrontational person but for some reason I do like to respond to my classmates who spout bullshit in their discussion posts …

My weekend plans if anybody cares

I’ve never been to chicago but it seems like everyone cool is there.

I want to take dance classes. I want to get involved in community theater. I want to work at a library. I want to read in a coffee shop. I want to go out with friends. I want to have plants. I want my own apartment. I want to adopt a cat. I want to sit at a window in the sun. I want, I want, I want

🕯 🕯 🕯 🕯 literally any 🕯 good news 🕯 🕯 🕯 🕯 🕯

I miss my mom. I miss my friends. I really miss my fucking dad.

It’s my day off! Joining a book club today, finding inspo for my hair, and playing south of Midnight

Let’s play my favorite game: Is It a Good Idea or Am I Just Manic? (I want to dye my hair red)

sorry lmfaoooo. a cardinal from chicago as the new pope? chicago of all places. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sexual_... Well. just leaving this here. 💚

the new york sewer rats have finally elected a new rat pope

This version of me is so cute

Taking myself to see Sinners tonight

lol my mom just called to guilt trip me about this weekend.she spent the whole call talking about herself and never once asked how I’m holding up, or how the move went, or asked about my new job

Not going home to see my mom for Mother’s Day feels wrong. We haven’t spoken since dad’s funeral. She said some mean things that I can’t forget.

My coworker gave me a Hawaiian Shaved Ice Alani Nu and idk how to tell her that I think it tastes like sunscreen

Found out From Under The Cork Tree turned 20 and now I’m screaming along to it as I drive home

I need a drink

Wish I could write

My fyp is being flooded with skinnytok and my mental state is too fragile to handle it. It’s like being 13 on tumblr again

Woke up covered in hives. Why

I got P! Reply if you want a letter!

𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘧𝘵𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘴

Thinking about what happened with my friend right before I left town permanently. My roommate had been depressed for a while and she got drunk one night and tried to self harm in our living room in front of me. It was so scary and she said some really mean stuff. We haven’t spoken since. I’m sad.

why am I so lost. I just want to do something i like and am good at. I want to be good. I want to be good. I want to be

It was both the right and wrong cal to give up social media during Lent. It helped me not lead a life of comparison and have such love self esteem because I wasn’t online. But it also means most people don’t even know my dad died, the grief has been so crushing and overwhelming.