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lexsapph.bsky.social
Writer. (When life permits.) Otherwise an appreciator of words, music, and art. Fond of too many things to have a proper hobby. (Lacks resource management in the 'attention' department.) Likes cats, foxes, and anything remotely cute.
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i did what.

you know

we up

wanna go home where it feels like home feels like that sometimes

soon(tm)

sleeping soundly takes a bit of effort now

call me joe cuz i'm sleepy...

would never charge rent because my head's a strange place to be

wonder what's different

catch myself sighing now

am i feeling bored or empty i wonder just waiting but not sure for what to be honest hoping as usual

ok i need to not sleep at 3 wtf

didn't play osu! today which I think might have been a good thing

didn't do much today BUT I had an awesome lunch (it was Japanese)

feel much better than yesterday (and the day before yesterday) - so much better being not sick that said, I feel so tiiiiiiiiirrrrrrrrred

been neglecting time for friends and my own stuff outside of osu!... it's been fun socializing with osugame members and getting okay at the game again but I feel strangely alienated from myself

i need to sleep... oh i hit 10kpp on osu! recently that's a thing that happened

time's been so strange as of late as if I'd looped the past couple of weeks for some indeterminate amount of time, memory erased with each new loop yet still my soul bears the weight of those mundane eternities

been kinda out of it today... I suppose yesterday was kind of a nothing day too need to focus on that focusing thing

your being has stained my mind so and marked every conceivable thought or feeling with subtle, ephemeral shades of the radiant you

the osu! coma is over...

osu! is fun again

yeah I still look at the night sky and the moon and the stars and and think about you know what okay just yeah

unagi my beloved

y'all ever nuzzle your pillows or is that just me

trust in silence is bidding another good-night and sleeping soundly

sometimes all you really need is trust (and some good sleep)

okay I said I'd take a PC break but we are so back (osu! edition)

i feel like i should take a pc break or something for a bit...

I love em dashes!

thinking of streaming again. wonder what to stream, though...

feverish for some reason (or at least there's this stupid headache) annoying

holy crap it's raining

honk shoo-ah sleep is eternally ruined thanks to gigi murin

embarrassing, feeling so depleted lacking rather than having too much

can't tell if I'm bored or . . .

chat!!! i need free time suggestions because the backlog is not backlogging and my idle mind craves novelty

my mind is sorta happy just entertaining itself with practically *nothing* and that's a serious problem...

binged murder drones and holy hell the show got really pretty wtf