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deathly ill and messed up (emilio)
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im doing it all on here cus i feel like my alt is just pointless since it can be found anyways also it just felt weird to write on idk

freaks me out man

its WEIRD that the conversation ended on okay like what like is that really the last time we say sometying my last words were OH KAY??? ih my god man

even bsky thinks that idk

the stupid fucking daily bunnies have only JUST decided to spawn in like i think theyre replacing the mushrooms but like I DONT WANT YOU BUNNIES

Thinking about a lot of things today. I need to shut that down.

Trains really are the ideal method of transportation. Planes are neat, sure, but a train? Cold steel lining the country like veins pumping blood? Delightful.

finally the app is back I almost lost my will to live

also i might be deciding that i actually dont wanna communicate with anyone ever i might hust go awol for like a month yk like idk hit rock bottom for a bit then maybe like deal w it myself in the wrong ways and then somehow come out of it

i almost just DROWNED

my earring didn’t heal the ENTIRE relationship thafs insane

someone needs to either punch me and knock me out or heavily sedate me

well that was a fun 30 minutes pretending things are alright now its time to return to the den of eternal sorrow (im going to my room) (orans out of melatonin) (i will never sleep again)

oran asked me why i havent seen the minecraft movie yet :/

nom nom nom

laurens so nice ugh that helped

man

i shouldnt have done that

the dog

dude

every post on here feels like [CLICK HERE] <- to see LIVE!! crashout results!!!!

OKAY SO NO APT IS NOOOOT A HELPFUL SONG RN NVM WHY DID I TELL MY MOM TO PUT THIS BAXK ON THE RADIO

hes never gonna see my green and brown sunglasses

i love dutch culture despacito and thriller really just put me right into amsterdam i feel like im there right now actually i see the canals 🤩

people need to stop being happy on the internet its pissing me off nothing is happy

nvm shes aries its still cooked i hate everything

your month your minecraft mob and its just OH NVM IT CAN BE REEMA WAIT OHHHH MAYBE I CAN FIX THIS

i want to draw girls but the last page i drew might actually destroy me

reema didnt notice what else was in the box which clearly is good i genuinely didnt mean to leave that in the pic but now the attention seeker in me is reslly wishing she did notice it

OK I GENUUNELU THINK PUTTING ON WWAFASWDWG WOULD BE BETTEE THAN WHATEVER THE FUCK THEYRE DECIDING TO PLAY ON THE RADIO RN

ugh i cant bring myself to put the roses away i only just made them a vase to put them in i really cant put them in the box i really cant

the dried flowers in my dresser almost killed me i dont wanna look at them man

wwafasgdwg followed by im thinking radiohead??

at least i have the right cds for this type of situation

feel. sick. uuuggghhhh

still heartbroken but

SORRY IDK IF UR LOOKING AT YHESE AT ALL CUS I LITERALLY ALREADY TWEETED AND SAID NOT TO BUT LOOK. AT THE TEXTS. WE BROKE UP AT 9:11 DUDE THATS HILLARIOUS

should i text erica abt it now to like prepare her LMAO cus i was NOT ready for this to have happened before our session

i better not get fat from this istg

we were the it takes two couple mannn

also my eyes BURN of my god i need to rehydrate desperately

starting to have the im evil in the scenario and suck thoughts but yk those were expected

maybe just dont look at my tweets for like. a while

my mom just fully having a normal conversation with me and lay down to sleep in my bed as if im not very obviously having a breakdown right this second

i keep very audibly crying ugh my family is gonna be awake soon im so done for

my mind keeps reverting back to just wanting to repress and ignore every thought i have at all and i caannntt