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lilith/rose/azazel | she/it/ae | transgender communist | demon puppy bunny girl
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new version of fake it till you make it: naizuri till you paizuri

casually and affectionately refers to someone as my rapist

chopping my mushrooms up and adding them to dishes

I WANT TO BEAT CHROMIUM TO DEATH WITH A BUNCH OF SLEDGEHAMMERS DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE

don't threaten me with a bad time ^ thing you can say when you like bad times (or you're really scared)

i slept for 14 hours and now i feel nauseous and dizzy and tired

why are people liking this post? you all like that i don't consent? :(

i don't consent!

Hearing someone I love felt jealous of me and disliked me at first and the first thought I have is "oh you should've beaten me up to take those feelings out on me"

i'm straight for dogs

guy who's a communist because they read marx saying the project of the proletariat is to abolish itself and thought that sounded great because they hate the working class so much and want them to be abolished

hey wait three days ago, that was me!!!!!!!!

あきれ顔めぐみん #このすば #Konosuba

Talk 30 to me

aaaaaaa!!! scary mean girl saying mean things to me aaaaa im so afraid of being bullied aaaaa!! so scary aaa gettyngi bullied by mean hot sexy girls by bigger tits than me make me so afraid aaa im just a little puppy its so terrifying i hope it neven happens to me aaaaa!! #nadianovart

so you know how sometimes people say candy or fruit flavoured nicotine products or alcohol or whatever are encouraging kids to do those drugs? I think we need to start doing this with hard drugs so i can have age affirming amphetamines and heroin

gender-affirming mouth rape

i forgot that this was the entire premise of dokuro-chan lmfao welcome to the lolicon world of 2025

i <3 psychoactive substances. if any of you are a psychoactive substance just know that i love you

it was the only way i could get laid

i hate how common of a response to anxiety it is to be like "no that isn't going to happen".even if nothing happened to prompt the fear i get much more mileage out of directly confronting the very obviously real possibility people might not like me

Sketches of Lappland from Arknights, 2021

if you pick a hard yes to dom and sub themed questions it decides you're a sub because more questions test for that. also it asks if you like dicks (which is a point for masculine leaning attraction) and nothing else about genitalia. this quiz is very poorly made, but this still sounds right

oh i never said anything about the meaning of my bluesky handle. in situations where lilith is taken as a username i've started using lilloid and claiming a lilloid is a lilith like substance (similar to opioid vs opiate). so this account is like an imitation lilith substance

i love when things get better through no effort of my own. nothing better demonstrates there's no point in overthinking things

I forget too often that i'm a PTSD addled opioid addict. often when I feel bad about how much i'm able to do fixing that is just as simple as remembering I have something severely wrong with me but still outperform the expectations of everyone that knew me at my worst

lately my body has been feeling very unfamiliar to me. but like in a good way. its shape isn't what it used to be. its smaller in parts and bigger in others. with the other things going on in my life around the same time i feel a bit like i'm being reborn or something

woah... i'm actually kind of pretty now...

being misunderstood... it feels like it's killing me

UMINEKO SPOILERS i just peed

they should invent naps that won't mess up your sleeping schedule by taking 3 hours before you usually go to bed

assigned mean slutty mommy at idrlabs.com

i wanted so badly to be another eternal daughter but apparently im over twice as much of a mommy u_u