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littlerat.bsky.social
im just a adult trans rat girl very autistic, i will post my kinks and be open about them here on blueskies so be warned please no miners, (#1 Ivy enjoyer)
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you ever just realize you arnt as deep friends with some people as other mutual friends and that just kinda stings? idk why

person im basicly madly in love with is single now and man if im not terrified to shoot my shot i value them so deeply as a person in my life i want them as a partner, idk if its my place to impose that on us tho i just want to make her as happy as they make me i want to call them mine and giggle ug

one of the women im deeply in love with says "omigosh" and its some of the cutest shit

Your roommate may be trying to tell you something...

call my girl "Boss" the way i goon for her

my friend pissed on call with me and i dripped so much pre cum it was insane

i think i get the biggest urge to kms when i get jellious over things i shouldnt be i cant rly help i get the feeling its like this cold tightness when i see others get attation from people im obsessed with becouse im scared it means im losing them when i know im not its a temp feeling but i hate me

i think i deserve death

ever just feel invisible?

i talk so much in my little groups vent area that i think its so normalized in there no one rly checks up on me when i post and it hurts sometimes i want someone to dm me after i post just even to hug me but im just continually alone anymore

i think im very close to just putting the barrel in my mouth idk

when you call yourself ugly and the right people arnt the ones to tell you your wrong

i've spent so much time last week+ alone that im getting back into the only sleeping and sitting at my pc staring at a screen doing nothing, nothing calls to me, no one talks to me, my few friends are busy with school and vacay and work. *sigh* i rly am just a loser too attached to 3 certain people

pushin down the sadness n pain

sex < Her calling me "My emmy"

hehehehehehe im looking at music to show her when we hang out next~ spending time with her is like somthing ive never felt she understands me on such a fundamental level

im so fucking deeply in love with her its not a crush im genuinly deeply in love with this woman i could write a 10 page essay on why shes so perfect holy fuck i need to be in the 10th cen. so i can scream about her in the middle of town and sing at pubs that shes mine

i love having her name things in my silly little game

i hope shes sleeping well but i miss her sm i want to be talking to her so i feel ok ugh i need head pats from her :( todays not good

i want to vanish and dissapier from everything

i LOVE being in vc with her and sending her our little AU cute stuff and she turns her cam off and hits me with "shuuuuuut upppppp" heheheheh i love her

i like when i send her a msg and her little light bleeps up cuz i know she stopped working to look at my silly lil msg i sent her <3

i got to see a bunch of photos of her showing off her new pericing to me :3 shes so frickin pretty

squeeling into my plushy becouse she called me "my nerd"

i keep having trama dreams and when i go back to sleep ill dream of her and it will be sweet cuddles and just cxoenhr i need to cuddle her irl chat

SHES SO PRETTY IN HER BEENIE MESSING WITH SOME OLD CAMERA CCRNCMOPCMCOPMERF LIKE????? AND SHE LIKES ME???? BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK need her to pet me and hold my leesh

"im sorry emmy but you fell for a girl that loves fnaf" me not listening becouse the sound of her voice is so angelic i can hardly stand it

im so fucking lonley

welp back to feeling max annoying around them

she called me "silly girl" and i litterly squee'd into my plushy GOD HELP ME