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31 🎭 formerly "chaotic bisexual demigirl" recently converted sapphic πŸ¦‡ living with PKD & schizoaffective disorder πŸ’Š goth girl stuck in a redneck town in Canada https://linktr.ee/loxyface
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i've been trying to get a good wide shot of my room but my hands are too shaky so bestie took one for me. i'm still waiting on a few things to come in the mail but after that i'm gonna film a room tour!

bestie got me early bday presents while he was in the Philippines. Cardcaptor Sakura Γ— Sanrio gachapons!

get to hang out with bestie soon!

spent some of my savings to get some perfumes 😯 should be a good investment as they should last me a long time. can't wait to smell Hypnotic Poison again after a friend of a friend let me try it out

happy World Goth Day! can you guess what my favorite colour is? 🀭

does anyone know a solution for if you lost the stand for a nendoroid? they're very.... top heavy lmao

so sad when you gotta take off perfect makeup at the end of the day lmao

sneak peek of my look for world goth day tomorrow πŸ•·οΈ

feeling despair from thinking about how i wanna talk about girly things but i'm mostly surrounded by men. but i'm doing sooo bad at talking to the girlies. i hope this is just an awkward beginning phase, if it's always gonna be like this imma die

sooooo excited cos my Nana perfume arrived, didn't think i'd be able to get my hands on this but here we are!

long story short i crashed after some hypomania & actually felt things for the first time in a while since my meds level me out a bit too well. was able to write a poem to completion for the first time in a long time. structure is p basic but i'm happy w/ how it came out! 9/10 would feel stuff again

our local library is starting a program where you can write encouraging letters that will be delivered to lonely seniors in the community... i want to write one but i have no idea what to say, i would prefer to ask them questions about their life but youre not to address them to anyone in particular

Nothing prepares you for the heartbreak that comes from losing your independence to chronic illness. Adapting to a life where you’re forced to depend on others for survival is hard. Having to depend on people who might abandon you? Even harder. Show up for the disabled person in your life.

I grew up wanting to look like Nikki

"You should dispose of cosmetics when they're expired. Using them can cause severe infections" Me thinking about the Benefit lipstick I got in 2011 that I wear at least once a week:

"any thoughts?" no thanks i'm trying to cut back

gonna attempt to go back to my calorie deficit after another month of maintaining current weight... wish me luck y'all! it's been such a battle since i quit alcohol this year, snacking has become my last vice

I’m interested - Who are four people you wanted to be as a kid?

trying to avoid cutting my bangs so i don't have a fringe during summer (i hate sweaty bangs), but they look pretty cute styled like this! also new top that makes me feel like a dark faerie πŸ§šπŸ»β€β™€οΈ

I love dating apps when you scroll through them joylessly for so long you begin to ask yourself "do I just not like people?"

i looked cute here

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my mummy dust!

Canuckuma Gallery post: #kumaart #art #manga #anime #cyberpunk Commission for a private commissioner on vgen of their OC, Kalilisha rollerblading in a skate park. I tried to give the piece dynamism and movement. Kalilisha was a really cool character, and the outfit request was a fun challenge~πŸ’•

"Rose" 5x7 inches graphite on illustration board. #art #drawing #graphite #darkart

apparently my hair looked nice here

Creative ideas do not belong to you alone. They come from a large machine in the desert that beams them straight to your skull

is there some sort of rule for who is allowed to say "boymoding" cos i just had a really weird interaction on that post. genuine question btw

Oooo! I can fit the whole Timelapse now! Behold my floundering brain

if you don't love me at my "boymoding" you don't deserve me at my "hubba hubba goth mommy vampire cleavage"

bought my first pair of men's cargo shorts. magical. big pockets. good length. strong fabric. and now i finally have something to wear with my boxer briefs because every other piece of clothing i own causes them to bunch up. i feel powerful

Nancy By Ernie Bushmiller April 17,1948

is this enough belts chat

The Sound of Magic

They are available now!

a Ashinagatenaga, which is an amalgam of two Yokai, one with long arms, the other with long legs. :) #yokai #darkart #artsky #comicart

I fucking love girls

happy St. Patrick's day!

a relic from when i thought i discovered i had synaesthesia back in 2022 (but it was just untreated schizophrenia lmao) my interpretation of Foals' album Total Life Forever (sounds as colours & shapes), watercolour

wolv. gouache watercolor painting on paper