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melatonin did not work so im watching gen g vs hle finals game 5 into t1 trace. actual esports galore i love it.

I know mood swings and irrational thoughts are bound to happen but having things change from one hour to the next leaves me so confused and uncertain of how I should feel. oh well.

how has onii-chan wa oshimai only released 28 chapters since I stopped reading it 2 years ago. it got a whole anime animated by studio bind in that time which I still find absolutely crazy.

I've been looking back at my old tweets and in a way this account really is like that where I just tweet anything. I'll never have that same innocence to just be using anime gifs in all my tweets though. maybe I can start again? but then it'd feel ingenuine maybe. idk I'm tired.

can't sleep because I had caffeine earlier ugh whatever

eating tilapia and tofu and frozen greek yogurt after injecting I can feel all the protein and estrogen running through my veins. beautiful day too. I feel quite good!!!

watching pge co-stream t1 dominating in owcs korea into tarik watching t1 lose in vct bangkok at 3 in the morning on a Friday. this is the life.

#tbt

in those sleepless, lonely nights, this song screams for those who can't (like myself) if we call it a miracle, then it's a miracle--if we call it love, then it's love

whenever I'm trying to fall asleep I will randomly remember these memories that I've forgotten about. I just remembered whenever I felt lonely at 3 am I would go on genshin and try to talk to people through co-op. there were some nice people. other times I would just run around & listen to music.

how's everyone doing? is everyone doing ok? I hope everyone here is doing ok.

I wish I went through with my volleyball dream growing up. it was so much fun in middle school I wish I had an ounce of confidence my freshman year to actually participate in open gym and tryouts instead of just sitting in a corner watching everything. I shouldn't regret it but I do.

literally the worst feeling ever refreshing my manga app and not seeing any new chapters on anything

I went to visit my friend's new apartment yesterday because he wanted to show us and he had this edible cheesecake and I had no clue but a slice was 40 mg. I ate that and a 5mg gummy and mind you the most I've taken before was 10 but it was a pretty good high actually. I ate wayyy too much though...

high

nothing I think when I'm tired and it's past midnight is real I just have to keep reminding myself that until I fall asleep

also has anyone seen this new Porter cover? so good and I just can't believe Porter went from this EDM god to doing rock covers live. he went from being scared of using his voice to doing this and that's amazing. we can thank league of legends for that btw. youtu.be/h3N2PhSVqgU

a teammate added me after a valorant game we lost & said I was a great teammate & good luck with my games. it was the sweetest thing ever & I hadn't gotten a message like that from a stranger in a while so it made me feel so good. it reminded me that people do really appreciate it when you're nice.

lwk me

as long as I can still listen to this song it'll be ok youtu.be/NaBF7qsPxWg