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From vent🖤 California📍 420 friendly🌬️💚 Do Not Hmu to Flirt or Be Weird I’ll js remove you. Tryna make new friends, I move around Cali sometimes. yea I post a lot, my heads all over the place.🤷‍♀️ •favorite colors: 💜🖤💙 •stoned lil thang 💋
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I want brownies so bad

I hate myself so bad rn

I want a break

I been in such a bad mood most if the day. I’m so hungry but dk what to eat, don’t have a ton of options bc my throat is swollen. I’m stressed out dealing with my dude and his dad constantly bickering on and off bc his dad is a heavy drinker. I’m not judging im js dealing with what i have too ig.

Anytime I smoke or hit a pen/dab it taste like I have a sore throat. Like does anyone know what i mean by that ?? Like it feels more raw n js fucked up

I might have strep throat but idek. My mom’s sick af and can’t take me in anywhere to be seen. I’m nervous cause idk if it’s rlly strep or not…idk what it is im in pain and it’s js weird. Like how long do I wait to go be seen ?? I think im on day 2 or 3 now with my throat hurting like this.

I am so tired and im in painn. I hope we’re on the road by like 1 something.

I ended up going to the er pretty early this morning and they did a bunch of tests and sure enough I was right I have another bad concussion and cervical strains in my neck. I’m pretty bruised up all over too but damn it’s crazy to js think abt while sitting here.

Can’t believe we crashed the sand car bro 💔

Fuck this dude

I can’t do this bro. I think im getting attached bc now when shit starts going wrong I start to freak out and I can’t bro. I feel like giving up. I can’t breathe. Nothing feels right now. Fucked. This is all fucked

You’re leaving me out You’re not talking to me I’m js done bro ur being so weird with me. Ur acting weird.

I hate how different you’re being with me bro my heart is aching rn

You pissed me off but I js wanna be held. I don’t feel good.

Anxiety now

That moment in time where you hear or see somebody do/say something that snaps you back to a shitty reality you’ve already experienced. im lost.

“You can’t be around today” I’m js fucking hurt man. I’m always hurt when I am bc id never do that to you. I’d never say that to you. And yk what that’s js so similar to what’s been said to me before js ina nicerish way ig. My heart kinda shattered, im already sensitive rn

Your words stick around in my head

My mind is gone. I feel like shit. Him and I js got into it and yk what im js so tired of mfs switching up on me. Im pushed and pushed until im losing my shit then im the bad guy.

forgetting your headphones at home is the modern equivalent of leaving your sword behind in medieval times

Splitting headache! Splitting fucking headache, hungover n fucked up.

So fucking irritated bc of this dickhead ass motherfucker

Blasting music when I have a bad headache. Not getting food. Smoking al my weed and then leaving me with nothing to smoke while yall smoke what u want. Straight up ignoring me. Im so tired of ur inconsiderate bullshit.

Bro. I haven’t eaten. I smoked my last joint with THEM bc they wanted one so bad at the time. Now im out of weed. Hes smoking a bunch of cigarettes now and i texted him that hes a dick bc he is one. Im a huge stoner I’m sick of his shit. Lets me js go without. He’s js ignoring me too.

Inconsiderate

I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you so bad rn. You’re pissing me off so much rn fuck you.

I’m sick of being fucking invisible to him

Bro is smoking a lot of cigarettes today and it’s out of the norm. He’s been weird with me. He’s hype when talking to his dad and playing music tho 🙁 why even invite me

In the worst mood ever rn. Sitting here with a raging headache cause im so fucking hungover and this asshole is js blasting music loud af in the car and get been dealing with this shit for over 8 hours now. What the fuck. I wanna snatch him up by the back of his neck, im sitting right behind him 🤷‍♀️

We fucking crashed and rolled our sand car!😭💔

brooo I am soo hungover.

I js arrived in Glamis. I have anxiety and I don’t wanna be around these bitches. I feel like scenting dumb is going to happen with this mf

Drinking a beer to reeelaaaxxx

Nah cause I’m actually fucking pissed

Fucking tired of this dumb shit man.

Glad you get your therapy riding and I don’t lmao.

Yk what im kinda irritated. If I would have known that there was no room to take my 3 wheeler I prolly would’ve js stayed home. Idk why he didn’t think it out abt what was going where. Now when him and his friends are riding and his dad and his friend tf ima be doing lol ?? honestly wtv.

I’m kinda excited but not cause like I don’t want there to be any issues between him an i. idk man I’ve js had so many trips ruined bc of toxic ppl.

I’m omw to Glamissss

It’s abt to be 5 am we gonna take off ina but and it’s pouringgg rain

I still have so much to do and such little fucking time omg😭!

Bro im leaving for outta town @ like 5 in the morning

I leave tomorrow…maybe. I’m iffy on going outta town now. So many red flags n shit.

That one face mask gave me a fucking chemical irritation and its a lot better then the last couple days but I need it to clear up faster n more bc I leave for fucking Glamis on Thursday.

I got myself a Starbucks refresher thinking maybe it’ll help me feel better. I js feel so blah dude. So blah and shitty.

on my third beer and I feel fucking great

I leave Thursday for Glamis✨

Got my Dutch bros biiittcch🙂‍↔️

I’ve been so angry this past week. I’m hoping for different this week, it’s too much. I need less stress. Less assholes coming around me and shitting on everything around me.