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So what's been going on? Since I'm chilled out atm, I'll talk a little bit about it. In general terms, my depression is back. I have depression and I have periods where it's more prevalent and some periods where it's more dormant (such as the previous 2 months). So that's one part of it.

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Honestly streams as a whole might not end up happening the rest of the week. Please be patient with me, I'm really going through it at the moment.

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No stream tonight y'all. I've been rough on myself today. I might try to talk about it on stream if I feel like it, but it's rough and a little personal.

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Idk if I'll stream tonight. My mental health suddenly declined at work and honestly I feel like a failure. I'm sorry.

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So I have Resident Evil 2 scheduled tonight, but ngl, with where we are at resource wise on RE2, we might not be able to beat it. I'll probably have to look at a walkthrough to see what I can do to improve my chances.

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Y'all ever be looking a little too deep into your head during work and dig up something traumatic from your childhood and think "Oh, so that's why I'm mentally ill."

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I'm live with Metal Gear Rising: Revengeance! www.twitch.tv/Malphas_Vtub...

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Since I finished Black Ops II, I figured it's time for something new. Tonight at 6:30 PM Eastern, we'll be playing Metal Gear Rising: Revengeance. It was graciously gifted to me, so I cannot wait to try it out. www.twitch.tv/malphas_vtuber

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I bought this at the game store and it's hard AF, who wants to help me beat it? 👉👈

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I saw Resident Evil 3 at the retro game store, and I almost bought it. But it was seventy bucks and I couldn't afford it🥲

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Ty all for tuning in tonight! The story's getting good so far. Can't wait to keep going next week. I'll see you all again tomorrow!

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Indiana Jones time www.twitch.tv/Malphas_Vtub...

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Yeah, I'll be streaming Indiana Jones finally tonight. 6:30 PM Eastern! I'll try and get my energy up (that means I'm gonna drink an inhuman amount of coffee) www.twitch.tv/Malphas_Vtub...

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Predatory Scam Alert - stay frosty and don't get hacked!

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I wanna go to the bar with some friends

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Y'all ever feel like some days you just wanna fight God?

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No Man's Sky main quest giving me an existential crisis, holy shit

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Schedule for 2/17-2/23 2/17: No Stream (Family stuff, my bad) 2/18: Indiana Jones and the Great Circle 2/19: Metal Gear Rising: Revengeance 2/20: Resident Evil 2 2/21: No Stream 2/22: The Minish Cap 2/23: No Stream Sorry, I know I said I would stream on 2/17, but I got plans with family. My bad.

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When you're mean to me online, this is who you're being mean to btw

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So what did I learn from my few day severe depresso? 1) I still feel I need to do better at working towards my idea of freedom for myself. 2) I still have a lot of insecurity surrounding how I view myself as an adult and a person. 3) I still don't know how to ask for help with specific issues.

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Where tf did this snow come from???

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I'm doing a lot better than I was a couple days ago, but I'm still not quite at a hundred percent mentally yet. I think I'll hold off on stream tonight and move it to Monday.

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Bruh, my friend is flabbergasted as hell to hear I don't know who Jelly Roll is.

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I may have ordered a Gamersupps cup featuring a cowgirl and it may have just come in...

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My mind is a little clearer now after a couple days, but it's still in the back of my mind. This is generally how it goes: I have a few bad days, then my mind becomes clearer again and the thing bugging me retreats to the crevices of my brain to haunt me again in about a week or two.

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Found a world on No Man's Sky that kind of reminds me of Yosemite

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Super Saiyan 4 is canon now????

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If anybody at work asks me what my plans for Valentine's Day are, they're getting choke slammed.

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I'm gonna cancel stream tonight. Got some stuff to work out.

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I'm tired of feeling like a robot. I want to feel like a person again.

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I had a whole rant written out about what's been bugging me last night, but I discarded it. However now I'm wondering if that was the best thing to do. I keep saying I'll talk about it with some close friends, but honestly I don't think I'm brave enough to do that.

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I've been struggling with some emotions and problems lately, and then I remembered this video. Music chills me out and makes me tear up every time. www.youtube.com/live/1BU34Qx...

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Thank you all for tuning in tonight! I did not beat RE2 unfortunately, but I'm gonna strategize and try to see if we can beat the final boss with what we have. I'll see you guys again tomorrow.

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I have invoked fuck it we ball and I'm playing RE2 again www.twitch.tv/Malphas_Vtub...

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