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malthoughts.bsky.social
Alt account of Malachyte, for posting personal thoughts, venting, and ABDL stuff. IDK what I'm doing. 18+ thoughts, probably? No minors, please. Main Account @malachyte.bsky.social
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It occurred to me that small children don't really know when to quit, don't really stop themselves from trying things, and somewhere along the line growing, a fear kinda creeps in. A fear of failure. I wanna get back into that baby mindset of being possible of doing anything.

Been wanting to do this, and now that I have an alt account I feel more inclined to indulge, hee (I meant to start it yesterday but I forgot, oops) #LittleSpace #ABDL #AskMeme

Forgot to share these yesterday, haha. My teddy bear Pippin celebrated my birthday with me too ❤️ and I got a special cake!!

On a much nicer note: I get to have an impromptu visit to my partner’s family tomorrow til Tues. When we visit there, we get treated so nicely. Having a parent cook you a meal is a feeling beyond compare. I’m excited to get to just sit and be taken care of a bit, I’m grateful for every moment of it

#vent Just had a blast from the past for memories I categorize in "I can't believe that was a real thing that happened to me." It's a long story, but the short version is I fled my home to escape an abusive ex-husband (not Toby) when I was young, and left a lot of things behind with my dad.

Also I found out that singing for 3 hours straight can make your jaw ache, lol. I also talked aaaaallll day! I’m bushed

I love my friends so much, what the heeeccckkk 😭 💕 I wish I had better words to articulate how much the online social group around me means to me. I’m fighting off tears like a pro over here

#NSFW Had a dream I had really artsy, black and white, fancy sex with a French lesbian painter. She was super nice, and I even got to pet a dog after. Usually I don’t like my sex dreams, but this one felt so carefree and kind. I wonder who she was?

All in all, a pretty calm day for me. I focused my energy on art and getting tasks done, and I think that was the right choice. Now to hug my stuffies and play Dr. Mario 💊

#vent #grief cw: parental loss, cancer - - - Today is my mom's birthday. She died from breast/brain cancer ~20 years ago now, when I was around 16 years old. I've now lived more of my life without her than with her, I realized.

Feels like I need another hour of sleep today 😴 I hope my brain lets me relax enough to sleep a little more. Got my favorite sleep podcasts loaded up (Joe Pera’s Drifting Off, and Three Bean Salad)

Attending a virtual town hall meeting with our state reps in a bit, then drawing furry art directly after while I eat Japanese style curry. We get through life one moment at a time.

Foot stamps.... I mean food* stamps, lmao

#vent I'm hearing that foot stamps are probably getting axed soon by our cool new government. It was such a relief finally getting them a few months ago; not having to constantly worry if there'll be enough for food was such a weight lifted. I'm gutted that that's already being taken so soon.

3 days left to get these stickers 🧸💗 patreon.com/mogumu

I love my desk 💞

I forgot my bike has a flat tire, aaahhhh. I wish I could get a bike pump already! Hoping to afford one soon, but for now, my bike is banished to the corner of shame. At least we have a bus system here! Thank goodness for public transit.

I think I can safely say that it turned out how I wanted! Always a relief, haha I love when my hair is just above my shoulders, feels like the best length for me.

Think I'm just gonna go all in on getting stuff done today and do my hair cut now. I want to cut it before this weekend, so might as well get it done! Here's hoping I can get my look right again; my last hair cut was spot on, but I don't remember how I did it, lol

Bah, our car has an oil leak so now I need to bike to the store for groceries. It’s not that far, but it means I have to use up my allotted free time today biking instead of finishing my Bluey coloring page 😔 This week is so busyyyyyy

This weekend was a lot more restful than the last one. I really needed a day where nothing was going on and no inner turmoils stirred me up, and I finally got one after two weeks of constant 😱 feelings.

I need some Little/kiddish clothes I can wear in winter. It’s too cold for shortalls when it’s 7F outside 🥶

I love dressing up my room and avatar to mirror my mood uwu Game is @spiritcitylofi.bsky.social ! store.steampowered.com/app/2113850/...