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mamatoast.bsky.social
Wife of RyeToast-Mama of 2 boys and 3 cats (April 8/30/18-1/12/25) https://magickmamacrafts.etsy.com Keep an eye out for homemade RyeToast merch
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Forgot to update that I finished #OnyxStorm like, a week ago. I don't understand all the hate I see for it. I thought it was the best so far.

ToddlerToast likes to help me with my daily #tarot pulls. I was behind this week so I had to do extra so I let him pull first. Cleanse and shuffle. He randomly pulled 5 of cups and I read it to him in reverse because "finding peace" is applicable to him as a 3yr old. Another cleanse and shuffle.

I've been doing surprisingly well since the first two weeks of April's passing but I almost completely lost it when I was watching my dad give the dog medicine. I will never have to chase her down and swaddle her tightly to my chest while Rye tries to get a pill down her throat that she swallows,

Man I hate having dysautonomia bc when I get sick even the mildest of colds is fucking awful and takes me longer to recover from.

Iron Flame re-read finished and annotated. Gotta wait 8 days (hopefully less) for my digital rental of #OnyxStorm. Maybe I'll start my hardback while I want and try annotating during my first read through.

www.cbsnews.com/philadelphia... Like I said. If we win we riot. GO BIRDS

#GOBIRDS #ITSAPHILLYTHING #itisajoke #wedidntburnanythingdown

Philly culture be like #GoBirds

GO BIRDS

Took the ToastTots to Build a Bear. Meet Cow (BabyToast's) and Boing Boing (ToddlerToast's).

Celebrating my sister's 21st!

Fellow @ryetoast.bsky.social fans. I have some really cheap plastic wine glasses from years ago that I want to test make some merch on and sell for cheap. Thinking about a toast slice outline with some variation of "get toasted" on it. Interest check on it. Any other ideas?

Been having another bad pots flare this morning and I had to spend almost 4 hours laying down with my eyes closed while my kiddos played around me, with the occasional cuddles. Makes me feel guilty when I can't play with them or do things with them because my body is uncooperative.

Conversation with @ryetoast.bsky.social from yesterday. Sigh

Okay I did the stats! 41% Major Arcana pulled,Swords 18%, Pentacles 15%,Wands 13%, Cups 13% 61 cards drawn (I forgot about the weekly 3 card draws yesterday lol).

Okay so at some point today I'm going to post my #tarot stats for Jan. I drew so many major arcana cards. Can you guess how many? This will include 3 6-card draws for Jan outlook, full moon, and new moon. So if I mathed right I drew 49 cards this month. And what minor suit did I draw the most?

Finished my reread of #FourthWing last night on my kindle app and put in my final annotations on my hard copy this morning. Starting #IronFlame today. I have less than a month for my turn to rent #OnyxStorm digitally at my library so I'm taking my time a bit.

I am having a very bad pots flare today. I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack.

I have given ToddlerToast a few fun nicknames through his life. He's at the age where he changes it to my name and he's been doing this for about 1 month. I would playfully call him Mr [1stName] and [1stName]Bug. So we now have "Mr Mommy" and "MommyBug" now.

I've been lazy and haven't posted my daily #tarot in like a week. Oops

This is what I made for Lucky a few years ago. April's will be similar.

Starting April's shadowbox. Gotta buy a new laser pointer for the box. That was the only thing she'd play with. She loved it. I can't find any on hand right now.

HE'S HERE

Mothra

Today's daily #tarot from earlier

Mmmmmmm snack #pots

I haven't shared my last few #tarot pulls. I actually didn't get to pull Thursday so I pulled two, one question about the day before and one for Friday, and I did one just now for Saturday. I can't wait to do my stats on how many major arcana I drew this month. Any predictions on the total?

I spent all of my therapy session today talking about April, (Casey and Marq too), and I didn't once cry. I have officially entered the mostly numb phase. I miss her so much

I entered a manic? phase of grieving where while I'm functioning and somehow have energy, I must get everything that I haven't been able to do done NOW. So I cooked tomorrow's dinner and made the boys' muffins. Deciding on if I should also make their waffles. And I still need to tidy their playroom.

I never would have thought August would have been the last time that I could catch a picture of you giving me affection 💔💔💔