Profile avatar
marimorute.bsky.social
adult ★ cw:114.5lbs ★ 5’2 ★ she/her ★gw: 75lbs
55 posts 53 followers 56 following
Prolific Poster
Conversation Starter
Posts 38 Comments 10

i successfully purged for the first time today. feeling conflicted 🤕

submitted 22 hours ago • 0 comments

My mom knows I binge sometimes. She knows how much it upsets me when I do. I mentioned something today about how I was doing certain things to help lessen the likelihood of a binge, and my brother said something along the lines of “or just…don’t eat. Have some self control.” And I just lost it.

submitted 6 days ago • 1 comment

when i can finally fit into those damn brandy melville boxers, i’ll know i made it 😒

submitted 8 days ago • 0 comments

is anybody obsessed with looking up pictures of people with your same height and gw? it feels wrong, but i feel like im constantly digging and digging for more pics of people at my gw, fantasizing about how id look at that size

submitted 11 days ago • 0 comments

how 😍 the fuck 😍 did I gain 😍

submitted 15 days ago • 0 comments

weighing myself tomorrow after my binge tonight. i deserve that gut wrenching feeling that comes with seeing the number go up.

submitted 20 days ago • 0 comments

buckwheat and egg for dinner yippee yippee! less than 300 cal!

submitted 22 days ago • 0 comments

pacing in my room until midnight. less than an hour and a half to go!

submitted 24 days ago • 0 comments

does anyone else feel guilty for throwing away the food your friends bring you? i don’t like being wasteful, but last night my friends brought bags and bags of chips and candy and i just can’t risk it. i dumped them all down the trash once they left.

submitted 24 days ago • 1 comment

i feel so ugly, like every night this week i’ve just cried and cried in bed because i just feel so fat and hideous. i canceled all my plans this weekend because i can’t even stand looking at myself in the mirror long enough to get ready. fml

submitted 26 days ago • 0 comments

holy shit did you guys see that video of dixie d’amelio? that was a whole new level of triggering

submitted 26 days ago • 0 comments

i know some people might not like to hear it but the past week i’ve been trying lower res with my 10k steps, burning around 300-400 cals, and i’m losing faster than i have in a long time. i broke my damn plateau. it was really scary at first but now i binge way less and the weight is falling off

submitted 28 days ago • 0 comments

did anybody notice they have a section in the starbucks app just for drinks under 200cal? very epic.

submitted 29 days ago • 0 comments

maintained after a binge, thank you lord!! 😩

submitted 30 days ago • 0 comments

submitted 31 days ago • 1 comment

🦴 #edsky #edtwt #anasky #butterflyana #caterpillarsky #thinspo #tinyspo

submitted 33 days ago • 0 comments

i think the bumped dose of wellbutrin finally kicked in. i go all day on an empty stomach without even thinking about food, appetite is gone!

submitted 32 days ago • 0 comments

i want to be pretty so bad it hurts ❤️‍🩹 #edsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 32 days ago • 0 comments

i find things i really want that may be too expensive, and promise to buy them the second i hit a goal. i’ve already got the next wishlist items picked for ever 5lbs i lose, and got one this morning for the goal i hit today 🥳 it’s the perfect motivation

submitted 33 days ago • 0 comments

less than 3 pounds until i’m out of BMI 20 jail!!! 🤍 #edsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 35 days ago • 0 comments

#edsky #thinspo

submitted 40 days ago • 1 comment

my hair has gotten crazy thin and it makes me so insecure soooo i bit the bullet and finally got really nice human hair extensions! I’m super excited to finally be able to DO something with my hair! 🥹

submitted 37 days ago • 1 comment

i invented a new diet where i only eat candy and then shoot myself

submitted 37 days ago • 4 comments

thought the lax wore off 🥲 in public literally holding my breath and praying to god i am in so much pain

submitted 37 days ago • 0 comments

i keep gaining and losing the same pound i’m going to rip my hair out

submitted 38 days ago • 0 comments

dreamt i ate so much candy and woke up horrified about how many cals it was

submitted 39 days ago • 0 comments

why are my wrists the smallest part of me i just wanna wear cute bracelets man 😑

submitted 40 days ago • 0 comments

is it just me, or is it easier to restrict when I have my nails done? hear me out, when they’re dainty and long, i think they look prettier holding smaller portions. does that sound dumb? lol.

submitted 40 days ago • 0 comments

. ୨୧ #edtwt #edsky #thinspo #thin

submitted 42 days ago • 0 comments

pls 2025 gonna be my year #edsky

submitted 43 days ago • 0 comments

thinspo of the day

submitted 43 days ago • 0 comments

the brain fog is serious today 😵‍💫 #edsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 43 days ago • 0 comments

also have a date this weekend, so it’s motivating me hard! i want him to think i’m so frail and dainty when he sees me 🖤 #edsky #caterpillarsky

submitted 44 days ago • 0 comments

weigh in on friday 😥 feeling optimistic but i don’t want to get my hopes up, urrggg

submitted 44 days ago • 0 comments

wanted to go thrifting today but the stores don’t open until 1pm 🤕 got up super early to do my walk and everything

submitted 46 days ago • 0 comments

the urge to omad a bag of pretzels

submitted 46 days ago • 0 comments

i feel like i’m the only person who gets ultimate appetite suppression with w33d. i don’t like the way it makes me feel, but i literally can’t even think about eating, it’s like my mouth is glued shut. i wish that’s how it felt all the time 🥲

submitted 47 days ago • 0 comments

urrggg the sweet old lady next door invited me over for lunch tomorrow. i obviously won’t refuse because it’s very kind of her, but i’m scared. eating around older people is especially hard, they’re always pushing you to eat more! 😓 i’ll just try to eat as little as possible and make it my OMAD

submitted 47 days ago • 1 comment