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More coffee talk time with Nyx! :D I really love this game honestly lol twitch.tv/mediarachnea

Imgs I made while feeling emotions I didn't know how to put in words Can you tell which one I made with a different art program than usual? Lol

we are LIVE

heres another edited clip because i wanted to delve back into adobe lolz feat: @maxwellflyweight.bsky.social @lilyleviathanvt.bsky.social !

I might not be advertiser friendly but at least I'm confident that the people I keep in my company aren't nazi's

It's been a while, but time for a stream! I wanted to revisit Coffee Talk, but I will be having help on coffee recipes from @nyxknightfall.bsky.social ! Hop on in if you'd like!

I like painting :3

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Ah, but of course, first interview I score since being let go, I wake up sick. I mean, there's still 5 hours until the interview to get better, but still

Made this one when I watched @rtgame.bsky.social ‘s new video, honestly one of the only streamer/youtubers that have kept me sane during college lol. Thanks for being you, Dan! #rtgame #twitchstreamer

I may not remember anything about my dream last night, but there is certainly something amusing about remembering the last line to be "I'm not fully convinced *I* exist yet"

Got it. My validity is not dictated by an executive order. However, my chances of survival are. Platitudes don't help with that. I don't feel less trans just because a bigot fascist is in office. I'd like to live long enough for him not to be in office. That's what I need, not virtue signaling.

my politics are simple

Finally feeling significantly less sick, but also somehow this has made me feel far worse. Maybe a walk in the cold every other night has been detrimental, but I can't just *not* go get an energy dri- medicine. Speaking of, time to bundle up and go get my anti-cis-tamines... hopefully

The downside to unemployment is not know if I'll be able to afford rent or food in March. The upside, however, is that I've never been filled with such an intense urge and energy to try and create. For example, these two drawings I finished in the last two weeks:

Lately I keep dreaming about people I've not seen/thought of/heard from in years. I wonder why this is? Not a lot of commonality between these people either, outside of the rough time frame of knowing them

Someone who I *sorta* met at a club, *in passing* when they were saying bye to their friend (who I did have a nice, long convo with) started messaging me on Insta after getting it from aforementioned friend. Is this how people normally make friends from club nights?? Astounding! I could never

It may have been a mistake to spend so much money tonight, but yknow what? TWO people showed interest in me, one Casey and one Alice, and I may have been incredibly drunk and at a club, but at least my ego was ever so slightly boosted. I'll never forget ya, TMNT nerd and shy rose-haired girl o7

Got Let Go From Work Today. Fun times, Fun Nights. Really love that I was just starting to feel optimistic about stuff just before that. Frustrating.

Alright! For the first day of the year! I guess I'll be attempting to make pozole for the first time. And also a second, smaller pozole, with vegan substitutes. I fear this challenge; but also im excited to try this

For 2025, I propose we just eat the billionaires alive

May just be the excessive... everything, lol, but I feel like, I've lost a lot at the turn of the year. And I just need to accept that. Time to stop hoping for what won't happen. Gonna accept that, gonna move on. Change was slow and gradual, and isn't really marked by the date, but it helps proces

The downside to wearing make up is that my eyes feel super fucking dry afterwards TwT

I went to sleep an hour earlier than normal... yet I'm struggling more than normal to wake up and get up... why is sleep such a scam TwT

Me and a coworker went to the grocery store. There was eggnog, so we each got a carton of eggnog. He was not, however, aware of my obsession w/ eggnog. Direct quote from him after watching me drink some: "Please don't finish that whole thing during this one car ride, it'll disturb me"

Ugh... I feel like death... Not just from the lack of sleep either, but idk what else is making me feel so crappy Hopefully I feel better before going to my friend's bday thing

Having to participate in white elephant for work is... super awkward. Not a fan. Also not a fan of having to explain that I don't do Xmas/Xmas related gift giving lol

Anybody else ever randomly feel shorter than normal? Just standing there, looking around, and suddenly it's like "Hey why's everything so tall all of a sudden?"

I sat down for a second and suddenly my whole head felt congested what the FUCK this is fucked up and evil

Real convo between me and a coworker just now: Him: "You tellin me we've got multiple problems right now??" Me: "You tellin me you've only ever got one problem going on at any given time??" Him: "Yeah!" Me: "Damn, must be a nice li-" Him: "Right now it's that I have a pulse!"

Okay, so boiler needs fixing. That's why no hot water. Thanks to not hot water I am going to freeze to death because it is 28F outside and I must, unfortunately, be outside

No hot water; cold shower; I am sitting on the bathroom floor wrapped in a towel shivering. Send help. Or mercy; I'm not picky

actually