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i actually slept all night all last week and idek how

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anxiety going brrrrrrr

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okay i am up and going to breakfast and the mall today imagine that

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hello, today has been a bit better and i start therapy tomorrow

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im supposed to be attending a christmas party tonight and i just 🙃🙃

submitted 85 days ago • 1 comment

flashing back to 2019 when i got such a bad stomach bug i had to go to the ER and universe dont play me like that again

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woke up superrrrrr nauseous but i absolutely cannot miss work today so i gotta get over it

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i am so drained

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woke up and immediately threw into a really bad panic attack, phew

submitted 86 days ago • 0 comments

going to get up and go take a nice bath and try to get my shit together

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there's never been a time where i actually struggled to get out of bed as much as i do right now, and i genuinely can't even pinpoint what the issue is and that makes me so mad.

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whyyyyy did i smoke

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anyways, i slept till 1am because i am back to being a fucking mess and i have a headache

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wanted to share good news though - i should be back to coaching competitive dance in the new year. i originally expected to start in summer 2025, but an opening has come up and despite how petrified i am because of my anxiety and lack of stamina rn, i had to jump on it.

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well me sleeping normally lasted for like 3 days

submitted 89 days ago • 0 comments

haven't had work in 3 weeks and am super anxious about sleeping tonight, how bad my agoraphobia is getting, and getting back into it

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apparently my therapy might be free??? she's going to double check because on the website it said it wouldn't be free, but holy shit if it is.

submitted 93 days ago • 0 comments

i reached out to a therapist, and I'll try but it's so expensive. i can't maintain it for long.

submitted 94 days ago • 2 comments

i can't even go out anymore without an anxiety attack, this is so bad

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oh yeah I'm on my way to an overstimulation meltdown why did i agree to this

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riding in the car with my mom is so fuckin anxiety inducing

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got triggered trying to have a fun lil time really hate that for me

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i really enjoyed becoming friends with ☀️ at first but now their vibe just seems so fake. we just had an incident of them entering a comfort space and creating an issue and i'm really pissed.

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people need to learn when to shut the fuck up. you don't need to put your hot take into every situation.

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i have a mild fever rn so if im sick that is making dots connect

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i must follow bodega cats on every single social media app ever

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i don't use sleep meds because i have shit blood pressure so my last resort is i'm gonna try some melatonin later and just fuckin pray

submitted 96 days ago • 0 comments

well i once again slept all evening... this is just unreal. this might be the worst my insomnia/excess sleep cycle has ever been.

submitted 96 days ago • 0 comments

pls consider the pronoun labeler. pls.

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i definitely understand the issues with how public this app is. i do believe it was created with the idea of being public as a key point. they might make changes with such an influx of users. i don't personally mind public accounts, but i definitely get it

i actually slept all night all last week and idek how

anxiety going brrrrrrr

okay i am up and going to breakfast and the mall today imagine that

hello, today has been a bit better and i start therapy tomorrow

im supposed to be attending a christmas party tonight and i just 🙃🙃

flashing back to 2019 when i got such a bad stomach bug i had to go to the ER and universe dont play me like that again

woke up superrrrrr nauseous but i absolutely cannot miss work today so i gotta get over it

i am so drained

woke up and immediately threw into a really bad panic attack, phew

going to get up and go take a nice bath and try to get my shit together

there's never been a time where i actually struggled to get out of bed as much as i do right now, and i genuinely can't even pinpoint what the issue is and that makes me so mad.

whyyyyy did i smoke

anyways, i slept till 1am because i am back to being a fucking mess and i have a headache

wanted to share good news though - i should be back to coaching competitive dance in the new year. i originally expected to start in summer 2025, but an opening has come up and despite how petrified i am because of my anxiety and lack of stamina rn, i had to jump on it.

well me sleeping normally lasted for like 3 days

haven't had work in 3 weeks and am super anxious about sleeping tonight, how bad my agoraphobia is getting, and getting back into it

apparently my therapy might be free??? she's going to double check because on the website it said it wouldn't be free, but holy shit if it is.

i reached out to a therapist, and I'll try but it's so expensive. i can't maintain it for long.

i can't even go out anymore without an anxiety attack, this is so bad

oh yeah I'm on my way to an overstimulation meltdown why did i agree to this

riding in the car with my mom is so fuckin anxiety inducing

got triggered trying to have a fun lil time really hate that for me

i really enjoyed becoming friends with ☀️ at first but now their vibe just seems so fake. we just had an incident of them entering a comfort space and creating an issue and i'm really pissed.

people need to learn when to shut the fuck up. you don't need to put your hot take into every situation.

i have a mild fever rn so if im sick that is making dots connect

i must follow bodega cats on every single social media app ever

i don't use sleep meds because i have shit blood pressure so my last resort is i'm gonna try some melatonin later and just fuckin pray

well i once again slept all evening... this is just unreal. this might be the worst my insomnia/excess sleep cycle has ever been.

pls consider the pronoun labeler. pls.

i definitely understand the issues with how public this app is. i do believe it was created with the idea of being public as a key point. they might make changes with such an influx of users. i don't personally mind public accounts, but i definitely get it

i will just lay in the dark until i have to get up to eat

alright i slept for like 6 hours or whatever

oh i just realized this app is taking a lot of data

INSOMNIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

22nd? look at me go

i still can't fucking sleep and I'm just so done

i was so set to sleep and then got a second wind life isn't real