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I just remembered I don't wear any makeup anymore because I don't want to be washing it before going to bed every night. I would rather drift away than to look at my self in the mirror to wash away makeup.

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I feel hurt because I let you put me through it not that you subjected me to the hurt. It's a given, as a woman you always know in your bones, men will do you dirty regardless of anything, end up hurt, it was you who should have respected yourself enough to have left under a minute. /1

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Whatever lost, whatever gone, whatever missed, whatever wasted

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Alas

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Insomnia

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Oh no, suddenly a week of not feeling deadly sadness. Oh no, my depression.

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Adulting

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I need a job, not bcz of rent or food or buying stuff. BUT, to stop overthinking, getting sick of life again.

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Nothing says "I feel like shit, I need to recharge." More than Ghibli movies.

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Oily Shorba with white radicchio that tastes brittle and semi bitter.

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Those winter days that were snowy and rainy and we were invited to have Halwa for lunch.

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Those winter middays after getting taught school class science by mom, the lunchtime and the dubbed 2006 cartoons.

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Those winter mornings that schools are off and aunts make tea and side of dried berries and we all gather around grandma to drink, talk and stitch.

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Sometimes this city is pretty. Often depressing and a reminder of all that is never going to be attainable.

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I have brushed my teeth and have put my night retainers but I want to eat chips. Why are humans built they way they are? 😭

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Nothing tops getting the reassurance you needed right away.

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Now what?

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Been off melatonin for two years, planning to get back on for two weeks of good sleep before getting used to it again.

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A driving license is actually very important, my sense of urgency and gaf is dead.

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At this rate I might as well through my degrees in the trash and get on OF. I need a job.

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Feeling like eating sweet potatoes after fried well seasoned potatoes. Not good at all.

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Tempted and sh

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Beep you!

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I don't like that it is 6 AM and I haven't slept yet.

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Heart hasn't ached like this in so long

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Blue cheese

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Always 💖 Don't make me tap the sign

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Chronically lonely

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The area of my chin that I burnt over the weekend is itchy now

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Sometimes a "❤️" emoji can silent you. Like I am not coming from a place of romance and affection, this happens in every relationship we have with others. But like imagine it, you pour your heart and they go: -❤️ F you! 🥰

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Meh

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Interaction with most people these days is like eating cheetos. It's good in the beginning and then you get a diarrhea for the next one week because you're allergic to spicy foods.

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What a pick me

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I just remembered I don't wear any makeup anymore because I don't want to be washing it before going to bed every night. I would rather drift away than to look at my self in the mirror to wash away makeup.

I feel hurt because I let you put me through it not that you subjected me to the hurt. It's a given, as a woman you always know in your bones, men will do you dirty regardless of anything, end up hurt, it was you who should have respected yourself enough to have left under a minute. /1

Whatever lost, whatever gone, whatever missed, whatever wasted

Alas

Insomnia

Oh no, suddenly a week of not feeling deadly sadness. Oh no, my depression.

Adulting

I need a job, not bcz of rent or food or buying stuff. BUT, to stop overthinking, getting sick of life again.

Nothing says "I feel like shit, I need to recharge." More than Ghibli movies.

Oily Shorba with white radicchio that tastes brittle and semi bitter.

Those winter days that were snowy and rainy and we were invited to have Halwa for lunch.

Those winter middays after getting taught school class science by mom, the lunchtime and the dubbed 2006 cartoons.

Those winter mornings that schools are off and aunts make tea and side of dried berries and we all gather around grandma to drink, talk and stitch.

Sometimes this city is pretty. Often depressing and a reminder of all that is never going to be attainable.

I have brushed my teeth and have put my night retainers but I want to eat chips. Why are humans built they way they are? 😭

Nothing tops getting the reassurance you needed right away.

Now what?

Been off melatonin for two years, planning to get back on for two weeks of good sleep before getting used to it again.

A driving license is actually very important, my sense of urgency and gaf is dead.

At this rate I might as well through my degrees in the trash and get on OF. I need a job.

Feeling like eating sweet potatoes after fried well seasoned potatoes. Not good at all.

Tempted and sh

Beep you!

I don't like that it is 6 AM and I haven't slept yet.

Heart hasn't ached like this in so long

Blue cheese

Always 💖 Don't make me tap the sign

Chronically lonely

The area of my chin that I burnt over the weekend is itchy now

Sometimes a "❤️" emoji can silent you. Like I am not coming from a place of romance and affection, this happens in every relationship we have with others. But like imagine it, you pour your heart and they go: -❤️ F you! 🥰

Meh

Interaction with most people these days is like eating cheetos. It's good in the beginning and then you get a diarrhea for the next one week because you're allergic to spicy foods.

What a pick me

This lady was looking at my ID two day after my birthday and kept saying you're so young and I kept thinking how and where? Never been there!

Under-thinkers.

How alien is Voodoo shots to you?

I might want to die so bad that I just pop out from the other side and say: